My Girlfriend Is Very Good To Me [EN]: Chapter 100

Ep. 99

It was such a wonderful second time having sex. Yeon-hoo’s touch that thrilled me, his playful voice—it all excited me. I was confident that I could be happy even if he treated me like that for the rest of my life.

When I opened my eyes in the morning, after washing up, I saw Yeon-hoo looking worried, wondering if he’d been too rough the night before. There was no need for that at all.

More important than that was the fact that he hadn’t given me a morning kiss.

“Huh~? Yesterday was so good? Ah! You didn’t give me a morning kiss?! Give me one quickly!”

“Ah, sorry.”

He kissed me belatedly, as if he had forgotten. I was about to get a little sulky, but it was the day we’d decided to live together, and he had loved me so much the day before, so I decided to let it slide.

After receiving the kiss, I busily moved around to prepare breakfast for him. Although it was just cereal, both Yeon-hoo and I usually eat lightly in the morning.

Doing something for the man I love made me even happier today.

—

After cleaning up from the night before, I stopped by my parents’ house with Yeon-hoo. As I listened to my sister welcoming us boisterously, I stepped inside feeling like I was visiting my future in-laws.

Fortunately, my mother had already prepared herself for our living together, so I was able to get her permission without any major issues. Moreover, I was grateful that she took it for granted that I was proactively taking the lead in Yeon-hoo’s affairs. Of course, she had always been like that, but she still hadn’t changed her mind.

After chatting for a while, Yeon-hoo and I packed the clothes we would take. In the meantime, I answered my sister’s questions about our night with all my heart.

“It was so good…”

I answered shyly because I was a little embarrassed. But it was really so good. My heart was full of wanting to share this joy with someone.

I wanted to have a long conversation with my sister about this, but I held back because Yeon-hoo was making a disgusted face next to me.

I didn’t want to do anything my husband truly hated. I still felt like Yeon-hoo’s essence remained inside me.

It would be really nice if I got pregnant with this. It wouldn’t matter if I took a year off from school.

With that thought in mind, I called my brother while organizing Yeon-hoo’s clothes. We needed to move Yeon-hoo’s computer, and even though we tried to reduce the amount of luggage, there was still a lot. So, I called my brother, who could bring his car.

Before that, there was a brief squabble over the hickey I had given Yeon-hoo, but honestly, I didn’t tell him on purpose. I wanted to show the whole world that Yeon-hoo was mine.

Soon after, my brother arrived and started grumbling at us as soon as he came.

“I trusted you!”

“Shut up.”

“Oppa [older brother], don’t say that to Yeon-hoo.”

“That’s right, hyung [older brother/male friend]. Let’s only say nice things.”

“I have a headache…”

This scene, this moment, was so good.

The way Yeon-hoo joked around like before, the way he was close with Yoon-jung unnie [older sister/female friend], whom he hadn’t even known back then. The way my brother always complained but was always kind and considerate to me.

My brother, whom I truly love, even if not as much as Yeon-hoo.

I looked at him with a smile and quickly packed my clothes. He said he had to move the car soon because it was parked on the street. After loading the clothes and computer, we said goodbye to my mother and headed to our house together.

Thanks to the car, we arrived home quickly, and I was touched by Yeon-hoo’s natural way of entering the password and opening the door as if it were his own home. It was nothing much, and it was a sight I would see often in the future.

Once inside, I left my brother and sister in the living room and organized our clothes with Yeon-hoo. We made space because there wasn’t enough room, and I put Yeon-hoo’s underwear next to mine.

At that time, Yeon-hoo’s slightly flushed face was cute. But he had to get used to it in the future. I was going to show him a lot of what I wore. If he wanted, I didn’t mind living at home wearing only underwear.

In that sense, I was planning to wear the underwear I bought before tonight. Even before I wore it, I was satisfied with Yeon-hoo’s reaction to seeing that sexy underwear that was all see-through, as he got excited right away.

After a simple cleanup, we came out to the living room and chatted while eating chicken together. Then, Yeon-hoo went to the laundromat to get the blanket, and while he was away, I was able to hear some important information.

“Hee-na, did you know?”

“Know what?”

“Guys, they always have porn on their computers.”

“…….”

I had never heard it directly, but I vaguely knew it. But surely Yeon-hoo wouldn’t do that while I was around. And as if reading my thoughts, my sister continued with a smirk.

“You don’t think Yeon-hoo doesn’t have any, do you?”

“Still, I’m here!”

“Eh~ They always have it regardless! Right, Hee-sung-ah?”

“…No comment.”

“Even if he has it, if he doesn’t watch it from now on…”

“Guys watch that kind of stuff even if they have a girlfriend. They’ll never delete it even if you tell them to. Right, Hee-sung-ah?”

“Don’t ask me!”

From there, my brother shut his mouth, but that attitude rather gave me certainty. At the same time, I felt like tears were welling up.

Of course, he could watch that kind of stuff when he’s alone, but I wish he would just do everything with me instead of watching that kind of stuff!

Rather than anger, I felt hurt that he relieved that built-up tension by looking at the bodies of unknown women instead of me.

Even if he kept his promise and didn’t do it until my birthday, I could have shown him my body as much as he wanted. I could have taken care of everything!

And when it was time for Yeon-hoo to come back, my brother and sister got up. They told me to have a good talk and left.

So, I waited for Yeon-hoo in the room. I wanted to listen to him and make a judgment.

Soon, he came into the room with the blanket, and I immediately started questioning him.

“Hyung [older brother/male friend] and noona [older sister/female friend] left suddenly, what’s wrong with them? They said they were sorry.”

“That’s okay, can you turn on the computer now?”

At first, he touched the computer as if nothing was wrong with what I said.

“What are you trying to find? Should I help you?”

“Yeah, you have to find it for me.”

“What is it?”

“Videos.”

He stopped moving when he heard that.

Yeah, you really have them, don’t you?

I stopped him from making excuses and quickly checked the videos one by one in the folder he opened, the videos he had been watching until now.

A video of a busty woman in a sexy cosplay. A video of a busty woman affectionately doing it like lovers on a bed. A video of a student and a busty female teacher. A video of a busty woman acting like a dog with adult toys on her body, etc.

There were videos with different concepts, and I didn’t know the exact content because I only skimmed through them, but I could find one thing in common.

The actresses in all the videos were busty and sexy types of women.

I’ve gotten a lot bigger than before, so I wasn’t that small, but I had to admit that I was lacking compared to the women in the videos.

I was upset.

But I felt a little better when he said that he liked my breasts too. Still, I couldn’t stop here, so I subtly threw him a bait.

“You’re going to keep watching them in the future, right? I thought it was just the two of us living here, but I didn’t know we’d be living with these unknown women too.”

“Ah, I won’t watch them! Should I delete them all? Huh? I can delete them all right now!”

I could see a hint of regret in Yeon-hoo’s expression as he said he would delete them right away.

“You don’t have to delete them if you don’t want to. Guys watch them even if they have a girlfriend, so I’ll understand this much.”

And to my words that seemed to give him a breather.

“Phew… Thank you so much for understanding. If I delete these, I’ll definitely think about them later. Then I’ll leave them alone—”

Seeing Yeon-hoo’s appearance of eagerly taking the bait with relief, I felt a string in my head snap.

“Really? So you’re going to keep watching them?”

Moreover, I was shocked that he slightly avoided my gaze at my next words.

Even though I’m here, he’s looking at those women!

“I’ll delete them right away! I’ll never watch them again!”

“It’s okay. Do whatever you want, whether you delete them or not.”

He belatedly deleted the videos and begged for forgiveness, but I was already hurt by Yeon-hoo’s reaction. So, I didn’t talk to him until I went to bed that night. I deliberately wore the sexy underwear from earlier, so that it would be hard for him to bear.

At the same time, I was burning with jealousy towards the women in the AVs [adult videos] in my head.

I, I can do everything for you. Whether it’s cosplay, role-playing, or using toys to torment me. Anything!

I can do everything for you!

Of course, my sulking for a while was quickly resolved by Yeon-hoo constantly telling me he loved me in my ear.

But I couldn’t just let it go.

“You’re not going to watch them in the future, right?”

“Yeah, yeah. I’ll never watch them.”

“If you do, I’ll break the computer.”

“…Just trust me.”

I got a firm answer from him.

“Yeon-hoo, I’ll do everything you want, so tell me if there’s anything you want to do. Okay? Cosplay, toys. Anything is fine.”

“Okay.”

“Hehe, then that’s good. I love you~ Thank you for listening to my stubbornness.”

“No, it’s not stubbornness. I love you too.”

Only after saying those words did I completely feel better. I also checked that he deleted all the videos, and he’ll tell me in the future if he wants to see that kind of stuff.

I’ll do everything for you.

But perhaps deleting everything was also a wound for Yeon-hoo, as he tormented me even more severely that night than the day before.

Even though I came countless times, even in a situation where I was exhausted and couldn’t even make a proper moan, he didn’t stop and played with my body to relieve his desires.

I was able to fall asleep with a smile.

Yeah, Yeon-hoo.

Do everything to me.

I’ll accept anything.

—

After that, a happy cohabitation life began. I spent every day with Yeon-hoo, and sometimes I seduced him wearing only underwear and had a good time.

Then, when I had to leave home due to the freshman orientation.

I really didn’t like going to such a place away from Yeon-hoo, so I complained about this and that. Even until the moment of departure, I couldn’t take my feet off.

“Have a good trip. Be careful not to get hurt.”

“Okay… I love you, Yeon-hoo. Don’t forget me.”

“Hee-na, you know you’re coming back the day after tomorrow, right? Anyway, I love you too. You have to go now. You’ll be late.”

“I’ll be back…”

While comforting me as I was being clingy and saying foolish things, did Yeon-hoo know?

That even while comforting me, he himself had a face that looked like he was about to cry.

That the fact that he hated being apart from me was evident in his expression.

—

The freshman orientation I attended after such a sad farewell was, as expected, not particularly interesting. I had already experienced something similar, and I thought it was a pointless event except for getting to know my classmates.

As soon as I arrived after a two-hour bus ride, I was assigned a room. And immediately after that, the first event, the club introduction, followed.

It was a simple introduction, but it was a longer event than I thought. While it was in full swing, I firmly pushed away the people who approached me.

“You’re Lee Hee-na, right? Have you thought about what lectures to take? I know a liberal arts course with a great *jokbo* [collection of past exam questions and answers]…”

“I’ve already decided everything. I’m sorry, but I feel a little sick because of motion sickness. Can you leave me alone?”

“Oh, really? Sorry for disturbing your rest.”

I couldn’t even sigh when I saw the men approaching me awkwardly as if they had no ulterior motives. It seemed like most of the people who approached me took it for granted.

Fortunately, my profile picture was a kiss photo with Yeon-hoo, and I was subtly raising my left hand to show my ring so that everyone could see it, so the number of men approaching me was small.

I just wish they would listen to the club introduction. Of course, I had no interest in clubs at all. I didn’t have time to do this when I didn’t have enough time to spend with Yeon-hoo.

So, I was just sending KakaoTalk messages to Yeon-hoo while listening half-heartedly.

With a heart full of wanting to see him so much.

“Is it okay if I sit next to you?”

“Yeah. Ria, are you interested in clubs?”

“Oh! You remembered my name? As expected, the person next to me on the bus~ I’m very interested!”

“I kept talking to you on the way here, there’s no way I could forget.”

If there was anything good about this meaningless event, it was meeting Ria. From the way she cautiously spoke to me with a slightly nervous look on the bus, I could see her heart wanting to get close to me purely. I also liked her gentle side, which somehow reminded me of Yeon-hoo.

While Ria and I were sitting and chatting, the long club introduction ended and was immediately followed by a social gathering with drinks.

A time for men and women to mingle, greet each other, drink, and become friendly.

Though it had nothing to do with me.

“Hey, freshman, how about a drink?”

“I’m sorry, but I don’t really like alcohol. And I’m having an important conversation with my boyfriend.”

“Oh, okay… sure.”

I answered the senior who approached me with a drink, as if waiting for it, in a loud voice so everyone could hear. In reality, I was just holding my phone, not actually talking to Yeon-hoo yet. It wasn’t that I disliked alcohol, but drinking without Yeon-hoo was meaningless. I didn’t want to get drunk either.

Maybe if it were just Ria and me, I could have a little. Other than that, there wasn’t anyone else I wanted to get close to.

I learned from my past life that it’s not good to distance myself too much from my college classmates, but there’s no need to be unnecessarily close either.

“Hee-na, you’re really cutting them off sharply. I should stay next to you! This kind of thing makes me uncomfortable.”

“Yeah. Let’s grab a drink just us later.”

“That sounds good! But you seem really into your boyfriend? Your profile picture is no joke, huh?”

“I like him a lot. I want to go see him right now. Immediately.”

“Wow… that’s serious. How long have you been dating?”

Talking about Yeon-hoo with Ria was a thousand times more worthwhile than dealing with the guys hitting on me. At least I could enjoy myself while talking.

And eventually, unable to resist the urge to see Yeon-hoo, I unknowingly started a video call, pouring out our longing for each other.

—Kiss!

“Ung~ Kiss you too!”

We exchanged cute kisses.

“But your boyfriend is kind of cute~ You said he’s the same age as us? He’s a little bit my type-”

“What?”

“Ah, no! He’s, he’s not my type! I just meant you guys look good together!”

I shut Ria’s mouth, who was joking around. Maybe I should hold off on getting closer to Ria.

A woman doesn’t make those kinds of jokes unless she has some interest as a woman. It was a comment that could only come out if there was something she liked.

I was momentarily upset by Ria’s joke, but seeing Yeon-hoo’s face, whom I hadn’t seen for hours, and hearing his voice, my heart instantly calmed down.

Really, why am I at this kind of event? I want to spend time with Yeon-hoo, hugging him so tightly we might break.

“We’re going to head out. Good night, Yeon-hoo. I love you!”

—Yeah, I love you too. You sleep well too.

In the end, our happy time ended in an instant, and his voice faded away. As soon as I hung up, I went straight back to my room, leaving Ria, who was saying useless things next to me, behind.

I need to sleep quickly so time will pass and I can see Yeon-hoo again.

And the next day. The second day of the orientation.

I felt like time had stopped. I was blankly watching people shouting and running around under the scorching sun. There was a request to refrain from using phones during the athletic event to encourage participation, so I couldn’t even text Yeon-hoo.

I came all the way here, so there’s no need to get a bad reputation because of this. I’d rather not have come at all.

“Are you okay? Do you want to go inside and rest?”

“I’m okay.”

Ria, thinking I wasn’t feeling well, worried about me, but I gently shook my head.

It’s because Yeon-hoo isn’t here, so it’s all the same no matter where I go to rest. If that’s the case, I should participate in the event to achieve the purpose of coming here to build at least minimal friendships.

I moved my heavy body and slowly blended into the crowd. Fortunately, most of the people who were openly hitting on me had disappeared after yesterday’s incident.

I miss Yeon-hoo.

—

The orientation, where one second felt like ten years, finally ended, and I came back. Moreover, when I saw Yeon-hoo, who had come to pick me up from school and was smiling brightly at me, I felt energy surging through my whole body.

Not caring at all about the gazes of others, I ran and hugged him. Feeling each other’s body temperature and smelling each other’s scent, my heart calmed down.

After returning home together, I asked Yeon-hoo and spent the evening stuck to him.

“Is that okay? I’m going to kiss you so you can’t sleep?”

“Hehe… yeah. Do it as much as you want, Yeon-hoo. I don’t need to sleep, as much as you want.”

Happiness enveloped my whole body at the sight of him wanting me so much. It was a difficult three days. It was definitely harder this time than when Yeon-hoo went on a trip with his friends before.

I’m already worried about what will happen when he enlists in the military. But rather than worrying about that right now, it was important to fully feel his love.

My life was as if it were subordinate to Yeon-hoo.

Everything revolved around him.

But so what?

I liked myself as I am now.

And this moment is so happy.

Being held by Yeon-hoo, right now.

—

After returning from the orientation, Yeon-hoo and I, perhaps because of the time we hadn’t seen each other, clung to each other even more, feeling a blissfully great sense of satisfaction.

Yeon-hoo’s part-time job started.

It was also the first day of classes for me, but it ended quickly without much happening. So I returned home immediately and was nestled in his arms as if telling him not to go anywhere.

Yeon-hoo left. Leaving me behind.

Of course, I followed him right away.

After arriving at the cafe following behind him, I sat down and saw Yeon-hoo and a female employee looking so friendly. Seeing them smiling at each other, my hand clenched.

Until now, Yoon-jung was the only woman near Yeon-hoo, so I had hardly worried about this. But like Ria a few days ago, this woman seemed to be flirting with Yeon-hoo.

Even though I knew that wasn’t the case, an uneasy feeling surged in a corner of my heart. But I told myself it would be okay.

Because I trust Yeon-hoo.

That’s just him learning the job.

But isn’t that too close?

Does he have to learn that closely?

Why is he smiling so kindly at that woman?

Why is she smiling at Yeon-hoo with a flirty smile?

Why is she holding Yeon-hoo’s hand?

Yeon-hoo is doing well on his own without her help!

That was gradually heading in a bad direction.

“Could I get a refill?”

In the end, unable to just watch, I emptied my glass and asked for a refill, hoping to interrupt them even for a moment.

But Yeon-hoo’s eyes were directed at the female employee making coffee, not at me.

He was looking at another woman, not me.

I desperately hid my expression that was about to crumble. I didn’t want to be a hindrance to Yeon-hoo.

All I did at the cafe for hours was suppress my rising jealousy and just wait for his work to end.

When his work hours finally ended, I dragged Yeon-hoo out, who was still talking to the cafe people with a smiling face.

“You should have gone in first. It must have been hard waiting, right?”

“It wasn’t hard at all. But Yeon-hoo.”

And to him, who was worrying about me.

I didn’t mean to do this. I wanted to tell him he worked hard.

“You were talking to that woman so happily?”

My true feelings flowed out. I flinched for a moment even after saying it, but now that it had come out, I wanted to pour out all my feelings.

I don’t want you talking to other women. I want your eyes to be only on me. Actually, I don’t want you to have a part-time job at all. I want you to be with me forever.

I can’t pour all of this out, but.

“She’s someone I’ll be working with and seeing continuously, so I did that because it would be hard for me if I made her uncomfortable. You know how I feel, right?”

“I don’t know!”

I whined at him with heightened emotions.

“Can you tell me why you’re suddenly like this? You said it was okay before.”

Leaning on his kindness that was comforting me.

“It’s not okay! Look at that woman just now too! If I wasn’t there, she would have acted even more friendly!”

I fully revealed my jealousy.

“You don’t know that! It could be that she already has those thoughts! She might have fallen for you at first sight, and because you smiled kindly at her, she thought, ‘Oh, does he have some feelings for me too?’ and subtly approached you! She touches you while pretending to help when you’re having a hard time making drinks, and if a strange customer comes and you’re having a hard time, she comforts you from the side! Then you have a drink together! And if you get drunk, she takes you to a hotel or something, saying she’ll help you…!”

I listed the worst possible scenarios that came to mind at the cafe, things that couldn’t happen, shouldn’t happen.

After pouring out those foolish fantasies as if vomiting them out, my emotions finally calmed down a bit. At the same time, shame washed over me.

Yeon-hoo always thinks of me, cares for me, and acts like that so I don’t feel bad.

But I’m only showing my greed, being jealous.

Just as I was about to be buried in those negative emotions, he suddenly put his hand on my butt.

“Hee-na, why don’t we talk about the rest at home? I want to do it right now.”

At his words that he wanted me right away, my face flushed instantly. I was definitely caught up in bad emotions just a moment ago, hating myself. But when Yeon-hoo wanted to be intimate, my body immediately reacted and wanted him.

I wanted to be held by Yeon-hoo right now. I felt the inside becoming unbearably hot.

“T, then it can’t be helped… let’s talk again later. Let’s go quickly.”

So, leaving the story from just now behind, we held hands and returned home.

As soon as we arrived, from the shoe rack, he grabbed me and showered me with passionate kisses. He was caressing my whole body, expressing his desire to have me more than ever.

Unable to control my body that was heating up with the desire to do it right away, we took off each other’s clothes. Violently, as if we were going to tear them apart.

Finally, when we were completely naked, we headed straight to the bathroom.

—

Unlike the past few days, Yeon-hoo held me gently, like the day we had our first experience. As if today’s sex was solely for me.

It was very nice to be tormented by him, but it was also nice that he was putting all his effort into me like this. Prioritizing my pleasure over his own desires.

Thanks to that, after a sex that felt like flying, Yeon-hoo and I went into the half-bath and warmed our bodies.

The thing I liked most about this house was this bathtub. As I had imagined at first, it was the perfect size to fit together in Yeon-hoo’s arms.

Only Yeon-hoo and I are in this narrow space. Somehow, I felt strangely relieved. Like when I was a child and went into my own secret base.

“Hee-na, do you feel good?”

“Uung… I feel good. Hold me a little tighter.”

“Okay.”

And what more happiness could there be than him whispering sweetly in my ear in that state? From there, we were able to talk about our true feelings with each other.

“I’m actually the one who’s always jealous, you know?”

Because he always looked at me with a smile, I could see his jealousy, which I had never imagined.

“I’m worried that someone might hit on you even at college.”

“I would never entertain that!”

“I know. But I still get anxious. You know what I mean, right?”

“…Yeah.”

I could also see that Yeon-hoo always had the same anxiety as me.

“I know. I love you, Hee-na.”

“I love you much more.”

Lastly, while chirping about our love for each other.

Unable to control the overwhelming emotions, I turned around and hugged him. I could feel his body directly on my skin. At the same time, I wanted to do it again.

“I don’t think I can hold out until we get to the bed, can I ask you to do it just once before we go?”

“Yeah! I’ll make you feel good!”

Was Yeon-hoo feeling the same way? Unable to hold back any longer, he asked me to do it for him with my mouth right away, and I served him with all my heart.

I was happy to see him feeling good because of me. I was also getting more and more excited.

I could do it as much as he wanted.

I had cleanly deleted the video, so I was planning to take it all out whenever he got backed up [release all his pent-up desires].

I am the only one in the world who will make him feel good.

Absolutely.