My Girlfriend Is Very Good To Me [EN]: Chapter 136

Ep. 135

As the seasons changed, Sarang began to reveal more and more of her personality.

Smiling brightly and reaching out her little hands.

It wasn’t just because she was our daughter, but anyone could see she was the cutest baby in the world.

Especially, the biggest reason why our Sarang was so lovely was that she resembled Yeon-hoo so much.

Just like Yeon-hoo, her eyes drooped slightly, and the corners of her mouth were gently turned up. Her smiling face, which brought comfort to those who saw it, was so beautiful.

How could I not love this child? I would give her anything and everything.

Except for one thing.

“I think Sarang really likes her dad.”

“She might, why do you ask?”

One day, while Yeon-hoo was at university, I complained to my family. My brother brushed off my serious question as if it were nothing, but I couldn’t just let it go.

“Usually, babies at this age don’t look at anyone other than their mom. But our Sarang is especially a daddy’s girl.”

“Are you perhaps jealous of a baby?”

“…No, I’m not.”

“Okay…”

I really didn’t like the way my brother looked at me, as if he were looking at someone pathetic. I was worried about her showing a different side from other babies of her age, but he dismissed it as jealousy.

Of course, there was that too, but that wasn’t all!

As I glared at my brother for a moment, my mother, who had come to see Sarang, chimed in.

“But the granddaughter really looks at her son a lot. It was the same when we took pictures a few days ago.”

“Right? It’s a bit strange, isn’t it?”

“Oh, well, daughters are all like that when they’re young!”

“Still, they usually cling to their mom at this age.”

“Oh, sis~ How cute is it that our princess is looking at her son-in-law for attention? What’s wrong with that?”

Unlike my mother, who sympathized with me, my mom seemed to think it was just a little unusual but rather cute, and I felt betrayed.

Well, I also think it’s cute when Sarang does that.

“Still… because Sarang is like that, Yeon-hoo only pays attention to Sarang all the time…”

“Wow~ So Han Sarang’s priority is 1st Yeon-hoo, 2nd cat doll, and 3rd Lee Hee-na? A mom who lost to a cat doll… 으핰핰핰핰핰핰!!”

-Thwack!

“Ugh!!”

“Can’t you be quiet?!”

“Cough… My solar plexus [the area below the sternum] was hit so hard…”

I punched my brother, who was laughing and stating the truth that I was also feeling inside, which wasn’t funny at all. However, right after that, I realized that my mother-in-law was in front of me and straightened my posture again.

I shouldn’t keep showing this side of me in front of my mother-in-law and Yeon-hoo.

Thankfully, my mother-in-law pretended not to see and continued to worry about me.

“Has Yeon-hoo not been treating you well lately?”

“No! He always treats me well! He treats me well… but, a little more…”

Because I wanted him to look at me more than Sarang.

I trailed off, but she comforted me as if she knew what I was trying to say.

“A father can’t help but be crazy about his daughter. Please understand a little.”

“Yes, Mother…”

It’s not that I don’t understand. Sarang was so cute that anyone would fall for her, and it made me feel good to see Yeon-hoo treating our daughter so well.

I hope he continues to adore Sarang like that, but at the same time, I just have the desire to receive more attention and love from him.

In fact, Yeon-hoo was a bit too much.

He always shows me his handsome face, but he can’t even control his facial expressions when he’s with Sarang, just grinning.

It was as if he liked Sarang more than me.

—

‘Could it be that Yeon-hoo likes Sarang more than me?’

The suspicion began to grow stronger. From around the time when I started taking Sarang for walks with Yeon-hoo.

It started with him constantly kissing Sarang in front of me as if it were the most natural thing in the world. Of course, that wasn’t a bad thing, but the problem was that he was doing it more to Sarang than to me.

I’m here! Of course, Sarang is lovely, but next to her is a cute wife waiting to be kissed!

“Wait a minute. Sarang is waiting for my kiss with such eager eyes, are you sure you want me to do it for you first?”

I even felt hurt when Yeon-hoo said these words. Are you saying you can’t see my eager eyes?

“You said I’m pretty, right? A pretty wife is waiting for a kiss, but you’re going to give it to Sarang first?”

“Since she’s the mom, she should give way to her daughter once…”

“I already gave way! I kissed Sarang, so isn’t it my turn now?!”

I even waited patiently because I couldn’t interfere with him loving his daughter, but that’s what he says!

“So, you like Sarang more after all?!”

In the end, I even forced Yeon-hoo to kiss me. It’s really silly, but I even felt like I had won against Sarang.

I was really burning with competitiveness against our daughter, of all people.

Once I properly realized that, I had no confidence in controlling myself. I wanted to receive more love.

But I didn’t want to show Yeon-hoo an unsightly side of myself too often, so I quickly made a promise with Yeon-hoo: to give me twice as much skinship [physical affection] as he gives Sarang, no matter what.

I thought I could maintain my composure with that much.

“I want you to be all about me. You know you can’t give this up to Sarang, right?”

This was sincere. Not even to our beloved daughter, could I give this up.

Yeon-hoo’s words of love, his affectionate gaze, his skinship.

I wanted him to prioritize me the most and give me the most.

And I felt like I would have to spend more time with Sarang in the future so that she would like her mom more than her dad.

No matter how many promises I made, I felt like Yeon-hoo would run to her as soon as Sarang smiled brightly and said ‘Daddy, Daddy.’

I had to make her like me more, no matter what.

In order to prevent the day from coming when I would burn with jealousy towards Sarang.

—

One day, we had a weekend where the three of us were home. It was a time for us to spend some quality time together, giving each other foot massages and having a sweet time. While cleaning the house, we also played some playful pranks on each other.

How could this time spent with my beloved family not be precious?

Moreover, it was also the day that Sarang successfully rolled over for the first time.

“If you just lower your right arm a little more… Oh?! She did it! She rolled over! She succeeded!!!”

When I heard Yeon-hoo’s shout and saw Sarang lying on her stomach, flailing her arms and legs, my heart was filled with emotion.

While we were slowly moving forward for the future, Sarang was also growing little by little.

“Our Sarang, you did so well! Mommy is so, so proud of Sarang!”

Could I express all my feelings with the word ‘proud’?

Watching our precious daughter grow made me feel emotions that I couldn’t even put into words.

We were still lacking, but Sarang was teaching us the happiness of being parents, one by one.

—

Second semester, the day of returning to school.

I wasn’t one to care about relationships within the university in the first place, but after giving birth to Sarang, that feeling became even more firm. Of course, I did the bare minimum of managing my connections at the university because there would be times when I would need to utilize them, but that was it.

Even before leaving the house and after arriving at the university, my head was full of thoughts about Sarang and Yeon-hoo, to the point where it was hard to concentrate on lectures.

“Oh, did you perhaps transfer? I don’t think I saw you in the first semester.”

Also, it was annoying that new people were approaching me in this clumsy way. Of course, I sent them all back with the ring on the ring finger of my left hand and the words, ‘I have to call my husband, so can I go now?’

Nevertheless, it was really annoying to have to deal with the constant stream of people who kept coming at me like cockroaches. So, although it was a hassle, I went into the various group chat rooms of the department and greeted everyone in order to show off my profile picture.

I wanted it to be known that I was Yeon-hoo’s wife and Sarang’s mother.

I was annoyed by the dark intentions coming my way, but I also had to warn the fox-like girls who might approach Yeon-hoo.

Yeon-hoo is mine, so don’t even think about touching him.

Of course, even while dealing with such unpleasant things, I wondered if the reason why one corner of my heart was restless was because I was studying at the same university as Yeon-hoo.

It was as if I had gone back to that time.

That day when we first met came to my mind vaguely, when you always had a gentle smile on your face next to other people.

And that aspect hasn’t changed even now.

You, who came to the student cafeteria with your classmates, still had the same smile on your face among them.

Just looking at that made me happy.

I was happy, but on the other hand, I was also anxious.

As expected, I couldn’t help but fall for Yeon-hoo’s smile. That’s why I felt the need to spread the word about our relationship even more.

So, in between lectures, I took Yeon-hoo around campus and expressed my affection.

“If you put it that way, I can’t help it.”

“Sigh…”

“Eek.”

-Kiss!

It didn’t seem like enough, so I openly gave him a surprise kiss in front of others, deliberately aiming for the timing when a lot of people were passing by, to show it to the potential foxes who might be somewhere.

Yeon-hoo is mine.

He’s my husband.

Don’t covet him.

—

I had safely returned to school, and one weekend, when we were all busy with assignments and childcare, Yeon-hoo broke a promise.

The promise to kiss me when I went to sleep and when I woke up.

Not only did he break it, but it seemed like he had forgotten about it altogether.

In some ways, it wasn’t a big deal, but seeing him naturally kiss Sarang while forgetting to do it to me made me feel overwhelmed with sadness.

I couldn’t help but feel that way.

Yeon-hoo’s kisses and skinship were the reason for my life.

I was living to be loved by him.

So, for the first time in my life, I got angry at Yeon-hoo.

“I’m sorry. I really don’t know… Can you tell me?”

“Fine! Hmph!”

“Huh? Oh, Hee-na!”

But as soon as I slammed the door and went into the room, I immediately regretted it.

Of course, I knew that Yeon-hoo wouldn’t hate me for something like this. I knew it, but I was still worried. I was worried that he might find me annoying.

So, when I went to the kitchen to make formula for Sarang, I subtly looked at Yeon-hoo.

“Hee-na, take a rest. I’ll make the formula.”

Fortunately, I was relieved to see him flustered and saying that to me. In fact, I was already over my anger, but from here on out, my stubbornness was moving me.

It was true that I was upset.

I know he’s been having a hard time lately and he’s been busy, but he still has enough time to kiss me!

I was doing my assignments late into the night because I wanted him to kiss me!

“Yesterday… we… didn’t, sleep together…?”

Moreover, he’s apologizing without even knowing what he did wrong!

“Han Sarang! You have to drink your formula!”

I took Sarang, who was being held by her grandmother and reaching out her arms to her dad, and returned to the room.

And sitting on the bed, I fed Sarang formula and complained.

“Daddy doesn’t know what he did wrong at all… Sarang knows how Mommy feels, right? How upsetting it is that Daddy doesn’t kiss me?”

“Chomp… Oom…”

I felt like Sarang was nodding her head. I’m sure she was. As much as Sarang likes her dad, I’m sure she knows how I feel.

How much I, we, like getting kisses from Daddy! And he forgot about that!

He’s really bad.

Hmph.

—

I was planning on not leaving the room until Yeon-hoo remembered, but I was getting more and more tired. It hadn’t even been a few hours since I got angry.

I wanted to see Yeon-hoo.

I wanted to be held by Yeon-hoo.

I wanted to smell Yeon-hoo.

Even though I could see him right away if I opened the door, I couldn’t go see him because of my stubbornness and resentment. My heart was becoming weary in this situation.

I was thinking about going out right now and hugging Yeon-hoo, but it was hard to change my attitude like the back of my hand after getting angry and holing myself up.

At least it was my best to bring him the medicine with water when it was time for Yeon-hoo to take his vitamins.

During that short time, just seeing Yeon-hoo’s face recharged me a little, but that was only for a moment. Soon, all the strength drained from my body again.

Thanks to that, I just lay on the bed, watching Sarang diligently trying to crawl.

“Sarang… Mommy is tired…”

“Woo!”

“Should I just apologize to Daddy…?”

“Awoo!”

There was no way I would get a proper answer back, but all I could do was say things to Sarang like a complaint.

I should have just said it honestly, but why did I get angry there?

What if Yeon-hoo doesn’t kiss me anymore if I keep doing this? No. I want to die then.

Negative thoughts came to mind, and the tip of my nose tingled a little. I felt like I was going to cry.

-Knock, knock

While I was lying there exhausted, I heard a knock on the door. Yeon-hoo doesn’t knock when he comes into the room, so I thought it was probably someone else.

“Who is it?”

“It’s me. I’m coming in.”

“…Hmph.”

I heard Yeon-hoo’s voice. At the same time, my heart started pounding. I made a grumpy sound with my mouth, but my heart was full of anticipation.

Yeon-hoo, who came into the room, sat next to me, who was stubbornly acting like a fool, and pulled me into his arms. I was happy with that touch.

“Won’t you tell me what I did wrong? I’ll never do that again.”

“…Hmph.”

His voice, begging me for forgiveness, was so sweet.

-Kiss!

I felt a thrill at his lips, which were hugging me from behind and kissing my nape [the back of the neck].

As he continued to show me skinship and apologize, I wanted to tell him right away that it was okay and that I was sorry too.

But my mouth wouldn’t move as I wanted it to.

I was sure that just a little while ago, I was secretly hoping that he would come like this.

But as soon as he came, the resentment from before welled up in my heart again.

Really like a fool.

“You know I can’t do anything when you’re this angry, right? I haven’t been able to move a single step from the living room because I’ve wanted to see you since a while ago.”

“……”

“Yeah. I don’t have the strength because I can’t talk to you or hug you like this.”

“…Really?”

Me too.

I’m sorry for acting like a fool.

Tell me more, more to me.

“Won’t you tell me what I did wrong?”

“……”

“Please.”

“…You yesterday…”

And from then on, I poured out all my resentment: that he didn’t kiss me, that he forgot the promise. And for a moment, I was genuinely angry at his attitude, as if he thought it was no big deal, but that was only for a moment.

“I was kissing you so naturally that I unknowingly overlooked it. I’ve been so tired lately because I have a lot of assignments to catch up on… I was really sleepy yesterday.”

“……”

“That’s why my head was so dizzy as soon as I woke up this morning, so I couldn’t think for a moment.”

I knew very well that he had been busy and tired lately because I had been watching him from the side. Especially since Yeon-hoo often stayed up late working on assignments.

Because of that, I started to worry when he said his head hurt.

“No… Yeah… Yeah, you could have been tired… I’m sorry too… For being cranky…”

And then, I was able to convey my words of apology.

In fact, I also know that Yeon-hoo’s words are just that he forgot his promise with me.

But it didn’t matter. I was a little upset, but he’s still kissing me next to me right now.

Yeah, this is all I need.

Kiss me.

Even more.

I love your kisses so much, so much that I want to be kissed for the rest of my life.

Give me even more chu-