Two more weeks passed.
My physical condition wasn’t too bad, surprisingly, except for the persistent fatigue. Of course, that fatigue was a problem in itself.
But it wasn’t like we were doing it every single day. On the days we didn’t, a good night’s sleep would relieve a lot of it.
In that situation, I felt incredibly conflicted.
Heena wanted to have sex almost every other day. As I said before, I liked it too. It’s just that doing it consecutively made me tired.
But as this continued, I started to feel a little disappointed on the days we didn’t do it. Even though I was determined to get a good night’s sleep, my body was drawn to the lewd acts.
It was like being conditioned to sex like Pavlov’s dog [a classical conditioning experiment]. My body was gradually adapting to the situation.
Besides, Heena taking the initiative and doing various things was better than I thought.
Of course, if I had to choose, I preferred being the one to take charge. But seeing Heena studying and working hard to please me was cute.
“Honey, how’s this? Do you like it?”
“Ah… yeah. I like it.”
“Really? Then I’ll do more!”
And when my reaction was good, she would smile brightly, which made me feel warm and fuzzy even when I was exhausted. It was admirable.
However, it was a little tough when she intentionally tried to ‘squeeze it out,’ saying that the way I looked was cute.
And as usual, after spending a passionate night and waking up in the morning.
—Slither
When I opened my eyes, sprawled out on the bed like a corpse, there were days when I could see Heena already getting ready for work.
Fixing her flowing hair, putting on light makeup, and wearing black suit pants with a crisp white shirt.
Then, she would sit on the bed, stroke my cheek, and look down at me with a gentle smile on her benevolent face.
Seeing Heena like that made my day happy.
“Did you sleep well?”
“…Yeah.”
“I have work today, so I’ll leave first. I’ve prepared something simple for you to eat, so make sure to eat it. You know you can’t skip breakfast, right?”
“Yeeees… I know…”
“Hehe, you’re such a good boy~ Then please take care of Sarang too. See you in the evening.”
—Kiss!
The sight of her leaving after giving me a kiss on the cheek was like seeing a goddess.
No matter what happened, seeing Heena just healed me. She was my wife, but her face and heart were so beautiful. She must be tired too from not getting enough sleep, but she always made sure to prepare breakfast for me when she left early.
That’s why. That’s why I’m like this.
If I seriously told Heena that I was too tired and wanted to rest for a few days, she would definitely listen. She wasn’t the kind of wife who wouldn’t understand that.
But because Heena was so happy and smiling more beautifully than ever, I couldn’t bring myself to say it. I wanted to keep seeing it.
So, I stopped trying to use Sarang as a shield a few days ago. In the first place, Sarang couldn’t stand it anymore, and the number of days she wanted to sleep with me again was increasing.
So, there were occasional days when we couldn’t do it suddenly… and I was trapped in a contradiction.
Even though I was afraid of the night because I was tired from doing it consecutively, I missed Heena’s touch when we didn’t do it.
Sigh…
It’s all because of Heena.
It’s because Heena is too pretty…
A few more days later.
A late weekday evening.
Sarang was in the living room watching Jihoo through a video call with her sister-in-law, and Heena and I were in the room, sitting on the bed with our legs stretched out. Heena was sitting between my legs, leaning against me.
I was watching baby fashion videos on Heena’s phone before going to bed, while I hugged Heena’s waist.
“Honey, isn’t the outfit this baby is wearing so cute?”
“It’s cute~ Most of these are sponsored, right? If you look it up, you can find out where they sell it, right? Let’s find out the shop, just in case.”
“I guess so? I should check it out.”
Since the purpose of our frequent nights was pregnancy, we had been watching these baby videos more often lately. I don’t know when our second child will come.
Honestly, I even wondered if we were already a few months along without knowing it. There was no way we hadn’t conceived yet after doing it so much.
Of course, we did a lot of things other than penetration, but we always finished inside at least twice. There were still quite a few days left until Heena’s period, so it was hard to tell, and I wondered if I should buy a pregnancy test soon.
Anyway, as we were watching videos while clinging to each other, Heena’s cleavage suddenly caught my eye.
“……”
Actually, I was a little tired right now. We did it yesterday, and the day before too. But seeing Heena’s valley inside her tank top started to stir my heart.
Beyond the tiredness, it felt like I was reacting reflexively whenever I saw Heena’s body.
Moreover, since it was summer, Heena was wearing dolphin shorts [short, curved shorts] as well as a tank top. I could clearly see Heena’s soft thighs, which felt very squishy to the touch.
And the moment I recognized that, I thought.
Ah, I want to do it. I thought.
I really don’t know anymore. It wasn’t important anymore whether I was tired or not. I just wanted to do it, tired or not.
I had to admit it. I was completely tamed by Heena. I didn’t care if I was tormented or ‘squeezed out’ while being tormented like these days, I just wanted to do it with Heena.
Since there was no way Heena would refuse, I immediately moved my body. Instead of saying it awkwardly, I wanted to give her a signal with my actions.
—Kiss
“Eup…”
I gave Heena, who was focused on the video, a short kiss on the neck. Hearing Heena’s small moan, I stroked the inside of Heena’s thigh with one hand.
At the same time, her legs slightly opened as if telling me to touch her comfortably.
“Heuheuh… Honey… do you want to do it?”
“Nom.”
“Ahng…”
I didn’t answer Heena’s question filled with laughter, and instead, I gently bit Heena’s neck. The soft skin felt at the tip of my tongue, and the fragrant body wash scent and Heena’s scent tickled my nose at the same time.
Heena didn’t ask any more questions and naturally moved her hand in response to my silent actions.
She grabbed my hand, which was still around her waist, and placed it on her chest. As if telling me to touch there too.
—Squish squish
I massaged Heena’s chest as she wished. The marshmallow-like texture of her breasts inside the thin shirt and underwear was felt all over my palm.
The hand that was touching her thigh slowly moved up again, and before I knew it, I was touching both of Heena’s breasts.
As we were sharing such erotic skinship, I slightly tilted my head to the side. Noticing my movement, Heena also turned her head back, allowing us to make eye contact. Heena’s eyes seemed to be burning red.
And just like her eyes, my eyes were probably filled with heat and desire. Of course, I couldn’t do it right now, but once Sarang fell asleep—
—Click!
“Mommy~ I want to sleep with Daddy!”
“S, Sarang! Is the call over?”
“Jihoo fell asleep, so I said bye-bye to my aunt and hung up!”
“Did you brush your teeth?”
“Yes! With Grandpa!”
Surprised by Sarang’s sudden intrusion, I took my hand off Heena. I was momentarily flustered, but Heena greeted Sarang without a care.
Just a moment ago, an erotic atmosphere filled the room. It was hard to believe that such a feeling existed, as Heena cleanly cut off her lingering feelings for the night and got out of bed.
Then, she took out Sarang’s pajamas from the closet and helped her change.
I pitifully watched the scene. Lately, Sarang’s intrusion into our bed had been gradually increasing.
Of course, it was understandable. It had already been over a month since Heena told Sarang that she would make her a sibling. Thanks to that, Sarang couldn’t suppress her desire to sleep with me anymore.
And absurdly, it was gradually becoming me, not Heena, who was feeling regretful about Sarang’s intrusion.
“Daddy~ Hug me~”
“U, uh… come here. But won’t it be hot?”
“I’ll turn on the air conditioner on low. The weather is hot today too.”
Sarang jumped into my arms as soon as she changed into her pajamas. Heena even turned on the air conditioner so that we could sleep comfortably.
Hugging Sarang in my arms, I calmed my excitement and lay down. Since it had come to this, there was no way I could do it today. Sarang wouldn’t let go of my clothes even while sleeping.
After turning on the air conditioner, Heena smiled at me once, then turned off the lights and lay down on the bed. Seeing her lying on her side and patting both Sarang and me, it seemed like she was planning to sleep quietly.
Well, Heena had been doing it as much as she wanted, whenever she wanted, since about two months ago, so she wouldn’t attach much meaning to just sleeping like this for a day. It felt like she could endure it because she had done it a lot, though it was a shame.
But me.
“……”
Surprisingly, I was looking forward to a night with Heena. Even though I was tired. Even though I had to go to work tomorrow.
What is it. Why did it turn out like this. Why am I so regretful. What’s going on.