My Girlfriend Is Very Good To Me [EN]: Chapter 32

Ep. 31

The sea trip with Yeon-hoo was just around the corner.

‘If my condition improves, let’s go to the sea together next year.’

‘Swimsuit? Eh~ Of course, I want to see you in it, but would I really suggest going just for that?’

‘Then, can’t we just go see the winter sea? Well… the sea should be accompanied by swimming for the romance to…’

‘I’m sorry… I actually wanted to see you in a swimsuit.’

In the end, I gently let go of another past that we couldn’t share.

I won’t forget you from that time.

But I’ll give more love to you now.

Because you are everything to me, my precious you.

—

Wearing jeans and a white t-shirt, comfortable sneakers, and even a hat that I had never worn in my life.

The suitcase I dragged along was full of new clothes I bought while shopping with my mom. To show you various sides of me on the trip.

Only the hat felt awkward, and I wanted to take it off right away, but I kept it on because it matched Yeon-hoo’s look.

I waited for him, basking in the very warm sunlight despite it being early summer morning.

The time spent waiting for him always made me excited with anticipation, but also scared at the same time. Especially when he was coming by bus or car.

I thought I had shaken it off to some extent, but the thought of what if he couldn’t come, what if something happened—slowly crept up.

So, I kept staring only at the bus stop. Hoping that the bus he was on would arrive soon.

Shortly after, I saw him getting off the back door of the bus that stopped at the bus stop, and I finally let out a sigh of relief inside.

As soon as he got off, he found me and greeted me as he rushed towards me.

“Did you wait long? Was it too hot?”

“I just came out.”

We exchanged the usual perfunctory greetings.

His appearance, wearing the same look as me with a hat and the glasses frame I bought last time, felt familiar.

This time, it was just a similar couple look, but next time, I wanted to buy and wear the exact same clothes. Because I need to mark that he’s mine.

So, before we even started, we started taking pictures.

Our dates always started with taking photos like this. I wanted that.

It might have been a reaction to the fact that there weren’t many pictures taken together back then.

-Click

We took pictures in natural poses, and while checking them, Yeon-hoo and I burst into laughter at the same time.

Whether it was because of the excitement about the trip or because we were about to spend time alone with the person we loved.

I didn’t know, but it felt like the joy filling my heart was expressed as laughter.

—

I felt a bit uneasy about just taking the bus, so we decided to go via train.

I was grateful to Yeon-hoo for saying that it felt more like going on a trip even though the way would be more complicated.

Every moment of playing around with Yeon-hoo while waiting for the train was so much fun.

“Am I heavy?”

“Not at all. I didn’t even know you were sitting.”

I recently started taking care of myself because I wanted to show him a prettier side of me, even a little bit.

Of course, he didn’t know that fact and answered that way.

Besides that, we spent time taking pictures as always, and then got on the train.

After putting the luggage up with Yeon-hoo’s help, I put my hand in my pocket as soon as I sat down.

-Rustle

I took out the snacks that I had bought online in advance for Yeon-hoo, who likes junk food.

“Yeon-hoo, ah~” [imitating the sound of someone opening their mouth to be fed]

“Ah~”

Now, without any shyness, he obediently followed my words and I put them into his mouth one by one.

I remembered this snack because Yeon-hoo had boasted that he bought a box of it and ate it every day when he was a college student.

Back then, I used to nag him that his health would deteriorate if he only ate things like this.

Looking at him chewing on what I fed him, a smile spread across my face.

But.

“…….”

I felt a little sulky at the sight of him looking at his phone instead of looking at me.

Of course, I heard that he was reporting to his mother. But as my possessiveness grew day by day, there were times when I felt like this.

Managing my face that was about to become sullen, I stopped giving him snacks.

Maybe the snack was delicious, but even though I didn’t give it to him for a very short time, his gaze immediately turned to me.

Feeling satisfied with that, I became even more greedy.

“Do you want to eat more?”

“Yeah.”

“Customer, from now on, this snack is a paid service.”

“Oh.. what should I give you?”

I gently held out my cheek to him.

“You have to pay to eat it?”

“…….”

At my words, his movements stopped for a very brief moment. But soon, his face slowly approached.

-Chu

I couldn’t help but feel joy at the sensation I felt on my cheek for a moment.

The first cheek kiss Yeon-hoo gave me.

Although it was a situation where I directly asked for it, the important thing was that he naturally accepted it.

Little by little, very little by little.

If I make all these actions familiar, I’ll be able to receive them again anytime.

—

We arrived in Gangneung and got off the train. It already felt like the air was different from Seoul. Yeon-hoo also felt it and was enjoying it, taking deep breaths.

We had a simple lunch there, paying for the meal with my dad’s card.

I was grateful to my mother for booking the hotel, so I was planning to pay for meals and snacks with my allowance during the trip. I had quite a bit saved up because I hadn’t had many opportunities to use it.

However, I didn’t refuse because my dad gave me the card when we left. I decided to use it gratefully because it was given for his daughter and son-in-law.

After that, we took a bus and arrived in Sokcho.

We were relieved by the sunny weather and immediately took a taxi to the hotel.

Yeon-hoo went to the front desk and was calmly confirming the room he had booked, leaving me behind.

His back as he was doing that, my own appearance waiting for him, this situation was very pleasing.

Every time a situation came up where I could realize that we were lovers, I always felt happy.

I should be getting used to it by now.

“I need to get used to it~ You’ll be going here and there with me a lot in the future, right?”

It was something I said to Yeon-hoo, but also something I said to myself.

Because there will be plenty of these situations in the future.

Because we’ll be lovers forever.

—

The hotel room was as clean as I had expected. It was a little disappointing that there were two single beds instead of one double bed.

After that, I saw the bathroom with a large bathtub and my head was filled with various imaginations for a while, but I restrained myself and erased the fantasies.

Not yet, maybe not yet.

Because the weather outside was hot, we changed our clothes and left the room. Our destination was the sea, not here.

After that, we arrived at the beach and separated for a while to change into our swimsuits again.

I went into the dressing room, which was less crowded than I thought, and changed into the swimsuit that he had chosen for me on our last date. My body wasn’t bad, but I was a little disappointed that my body, which wasn’t very busty, was far from sexy.

But since his reaction before wasn’t bad, I confidently went to where Yeon-hoo was waiting.

I leaned over and narrowed my arms, emphasizing my chest a little, to him sitting on a mat under a parasol.

Fortunately, I could smile when I could clearly see his gaze reaching my chest.

“How do I look?”

“…..Pretty.”

“Stop averting your eyes~”

“Look at me….”

Enjoying his reaction, I opened my eco bag and took out the sunscreen I had packed. Something I had thought of so that Yeon-hoo could get used to me, to my body.

He seemed to have noticed what I was going to ask for, and he handed me the sunscreen with wide eyes.

“Can you put this on for me? My skin is weak─”

“You have to apply it everywhere.”

With those words, I immediately lay down on the mat.

I moved as if I was calm and natural, but my heart couldn’t control its pounding.

I’ve held his hand countless times, hugged him, and even kissed him before I went back to high school.

But even so, this was the first time his hand touched my bare skin in other parts.

“Hurry~”

When I urged him, who couldn’t move easily, his touch slowly began to be felt.

The coolness of the sunscreen and the softness of his hand tickled my back at the same time. At the same time, I barely suppressed the moaning that was about to burst out.

“Umm..”

Even so, I couldn’t stop a little from leaking out.

The sunscreen he applied felt so good. So much so that I wanted to entrust my body to him forever.

It felt like electricity was running through my whole body.

After that, when I entrusted him with my legs and buttocks, he hesitated, but I felt like my mind was going to fly away.

I was embarrassed, but more than that, I wanted ‘just a little more’.

Just a little longer.

Just a little stronger.

If he touched a little more, various parts.

Then, the desire that I couldn’t suppress leaked out and I tried to entrust him with the front as well.

When I begged him with aegyo [acting cute/childlike], Yeon-hoo, who reluctantly picked up the sunscreen again.

-Chu

“That’s it!! Do the rest yourself!”

He tickled my shoulder and then my stomach, but in the end, he ran away after giving me a second cheek kiss.

I was disappointed, but I could bear it because his embarrassed appearance was cute.

—

After applying sunscreen, the two of us enjoyed the sea to the fullest.

We took pictures, played in the sand, played in the water, and even had dinner nearby.

We played until the sun went down and then left the beach and changed our clothes.

Of course, I put on new clothes again to appeal to him.

To hear his compliments.

“Pretty, pretty.”

It’s nice that he gets a little nervous when he compliments me, but I liked it even more when he said it so comfortably.

The two of us went to a market street that Yeon-hoo would like, bought things one by one, and looked around the neighborhood. Then, as night fell and the beach became deserted, we slowly strolled along the beach.

Unlike the bustling market, the sandy beach was free of any noise other than the sound of the waves. We walked a little on it and then sat side by side on a bench swing that we saw along the way.

Yeon-hoo and I were both intoxicated by the emotional atmosphere of the quiet night sea, and a little time passed without any words between us.

When I made eye contact with Yeon-hoo, I opened my mouth to him in a whisper.

“I’m sorry.”

That’s how it started, the apology was also true, but I wanted to convey the happiness that was more than that to me.

This time, Yeon-hoo told me his sincerity.

He confessed his heart.

Thank you.

Thank you for confessing, thank you for approaching me.

All those things that I thought were my own stubbornness were things that Yeon-hoo was grateful for.

I already felt like I was going to cry there, but I desperately held back because I didn’t want to ruin this good atmosphere.

But.

I barely held back.

“Our parents and your parents trust us so much that they let us go on a trip together like this, right?”

“They wouldn’t blame us if we did it right away, but if we seriously look at the future more.”

“Hoo, so… honestly, I really want to do it too.”

“I want to wait until graduation.”

“Until we can take responsibility for ourselves, even just a little bit.”

“I hope you can wait until then.”

“Would that be okay?”

He told me in a low voice.

Not just thinking about this moment, but about our future together with me.

Because I had a vague sense of anxiety in one corner of my heart, he tells me to wait, thinking about our future together, to me who was unconsciously trying to do everything with him right now.

Assuming that we will be together even as time passes.

I couldn’t stop the tears from welling up.

I was happy. I was happy. I loved Yeon-hoo.

I love him. He was precious beyond anything else.

And Yeon-hoo too.

“I love you too, Hee-na.”

He answered that he loved me for the first time.

Not just liking, but love.

After accepting his feelings and my own feelings that were conveyed from that confession, I looked up at him again with my face in a mess after crying.

I realized that my condition was a mess and was embarrassed and tried to turn my eyes away, but I sensed something from his appearance holding my face.

So, I slowly close my eyes.

In the darkened vision, only after a few seconds, like years of waiting.

I could feel his lips touching.

However, a very short peck.

I was disappointed with that fleeting moment, so I opened my eyes right away. In front of me, I saw him smiling with his eyes.

He seemed satisfied with this much right now, but I wasn’t. This much was not enough to calm down this bursting emotion, this heart.

I understood his heart that he wanted to have sex after graduation. I could accept it.

Because it was something he said thinking about the much later future, there were even happy points.

But if it’s not that, is it okay?

After finishing my thoughts, I immediately wrapped my arms around his neck.

“But this is okay, right?”

I had no reason left to continue speaking. While pulling his face towards me, I kiss him again.

While gently sucking on his soft upper lip, I moved my tongue and touched his teeth, and a gap formed in response.

Not missing that gap, I dug in and explored the inside of his mouth with my tongue.

I brushed the entire inside for a short time, and then touched his tongue, which was frozen without responding, as if promising the next time.

I took my lips off.

To be honest, this was not enough either.

It wasn’t enough, but I didn’t want him to think of me as a woman who only thinks about such things.

So, I tell him with a smiling face.

“Please take care of me in the future too, Yeon-hoo.”

What I couldn’t do now, I have to divide it up and do it for the rest of my life.

Got it?

—

Nothing special happened in the hotel room we returned to. At first, I expected something to happen here, but my heart was already satisfied.

Yeon-hoo seemed to feel the same way, and we were lying down facing each other on our respective beds, talking, and then he fell asleep first.

At that, I quietly went next to him and looked at his cute face for a while, and gently stroked him so as not to wake him up.

While holding back the red desire that was trying to surge up again, I quietly went back to bed and estimated the day.

Yeon-hoo’s birthday was January 29th, and my birthday was February 13th.

I turned on my phone and checked the date, and February 13th two years later, the day before Valentine’s Day, my birthday, was a Saturday.

I immediately set it as D-day [day of action/operation].

Chewing over the remaining days, I went to sleep.

Until that day, 585 days.

—-

Yeon-hoo and I woke up almost at the same time.

We laughed while looking at each other’s faces that had just woken up, and then scolded him when we realized that we couldn’t know what state our faces were in.

I was surprised at myself for treating him more intimately and comfortably than before, just like when I was a college student.

And Yeon-hoo was also treating me like that back then. Not exactly the same, but just as close.

I couldn’t help but be happy about that fact, and I jumped around, playing pranks on him from the morning like a child.

Even after coming out of the hotel, it was difficult to control my emotions.

“Of course. Now, tell me. Am I pretty? For your information, I won’t accept any answer other than pretty.”

I proudly showed off myself wearing a dress in front of him like a fool.

“Name tag? You put it on yesterday, right?”

-Chu

I kissed him on the lips as if it were natural, spouting nonsense.

“So, what wish are you going to make?”

“Let’s use that later!”

I grabbed onto a trivial point and got a wish ticket from him.

Yeon-hoo was smiling and looking at me, who was acting like a fool and running around as if I had really returned to this age.

His smile, with his eyes curved and his lips slightly raised.

Even in happy days.

Even in difficult and painful times.

It always gave me peace.

That smile.