My Girlfriend Is Very Good To Me [EN]: Chapter 40

Ep. 39

I reflect on how this has been the happiest trip of my life.

When we were dating before the accident, my feelings for him were gradually growing. Because of that, we never went on an overnight trip like this.

We had only gone on day trips a few times.

This was my first trip with him.

It was an opportunity to reaffirm his feelings for me.

The distance that had been slowly growing was instantly bridged, bringing us as close as we used to be.

How can I express the joy that fills me from the depths of my heart?

My body still trembles when I think about the moment our lips met.

Although I was disappointed that we didn’t go further, I could understand that Yeon-hoo was considering and deciding about our future in his own way.

I also knew that I was trying to rush things too much.

But without putting a stop to those feelings, I hoped that my parents would gradually understand, starting now, for the sake of our future. So, I was telling them everything about Yeon-hoo, even the smallest details.

Sometimes I felt a little embarrassed, but this was all so that Yeon-hoo and I could become a family as soon as possible.

“Oh my, Yeon-hoo is so thoughtful!”

“Hmm… I see.”

It’s a bit of a sensitive topic for Yeon-hoo, but I even talked to my parents about why he didn’t want to have sex.

Mom was disappointed, and Dad initially grabbed the back of his neck at my behavior, but in the end, he was pleased.

Because we are high school students, still young. Dad thought it was too early for such things and was a little uncomfortable with us staying in the same room, but I knew Yeon-hoo, so I knew there was little chance of anything happening. That’s why I convinced him that everything would be fine.

Even so, when the time came, I did think about things like sex, but it was Yeon-hoo’s will that stopped it. Thanks to that, he seemed to have gained even more favor with my dad.

With the atmosphere going well, I carefully laid another stepping stone.

“Later, when I go to college and live on my own, can I live with Yeon-hoo?”

“Oh my~ Our Hee-na is really head over heels~ Mom approves! I’ve only met him once, but I already like him so much~”

“Well, if it’s after graduation, as Yeon-hoo says, you’ll be adults. You think and decide for yourself. If his parents also allow it, I’ll help you.”

Hearing those words from my parents, I realized that Yeon-hoo was right this time.

The reason they so readily gave their permission must be because Yeon-hoo’s thoughts and feelings, which he had honestly shared, had been conveyed to them as well.

However, the conversation I had with Yeon-hoo’s mother afterward showed a contrasting reaction.

[ Future Mother-in-law: I heard about it. I feel so sorry. I didn’t know my son was so inexperienced. ]

While thanking her for feeling sorry, I also brought up the topic in advance with her.

[ Hee-na: Later, when I live on my own, would it be okay if Yeon-hoo often stays with me and takes care of me? ]

[ Future Mother-in-law: Is there any need to bother with that? If your parents are okay with it, just live together. ]

Just dating and sharing a body are completely different from living together, so I expected it would be difficult to get permission from both sides, but it was surprisingly easy.

Now, all that’s left is to wait.

—

After the trip, I feel even closer to him. Just like back then.

Of course, it was nice to express my love and take care of him, but playing around and being fussy with him like before made my heart even warmer.

─Okay~ Have fun. Although I’ll be lonely guarding the house, Yeon-hoo can have fun!

I no longer worry about whether he might dislike me even a little.

Even if it’s not the same weight yet, I knew that he was also growing his love for me.

“Hee-na.”

─Why~?

“I love you.”

─…Pfft, hehe.

Does he know?

Does he know how much those words, said jokingly,

shake my heart?

He probably doesn’t, so I’ll be a little more mischievous.

─So, Yeon-hoo is going to abandon his beloved girlfriend and go play?

I’m sorry for being such a bothersome girlfriend, Yeon-hoo.

Still, I hope you’ll love me.

—

“…….”

No reply from Yeon-hoo. For hours.

I knew he was probably engrossed in a game since this sometimes happened even back in college.

I knew it, but still, a sense of unease began to sprout in one corner of my heart.

What if, what if something happened?

It was just a thought that flashed through my mind, but once it popped up, I couldn’t stay still.

I immediately contacted his mother, found out the places he frequents, and left the house.

I even took a taxi in my haste, and when I arrived at the PC cafe [internet cafe], I was relieved to see him chatting boisterously with his friends.

As I deeply sighed in relief and wondered if I should just go back, I overheard his friends’ voices.

“If not that, we could go to the beach and go hunting together!!”

-Halt

The moment I heard those words, I couldn’t leave. I knew Yeon-hoo would never do that, and as if possessed, I moved closer, hearing him dismiss it as nonsense.

But imagining Yeon-hoo talking to another girl, even for a moment, turned my heart into a swamp.

“Are you Yeon-hoo’s friends? Hello?”

Unable to bear it any longer, I revealed myself and intervened, giving his friends a warning of sorts, and then talked to Yeon-hoo.

“I’m not angry.”

I said that, but my face was stiff, and I was being fussy, not even answering him properly.

I knew Yeon-hoo hadn’t done anything wrong, but my emotions wouldn’t move as I wanted them to.

The fact that he was late in replying because he was playing games didn’t bother me at all. I knew Yeon-hoo liked games, and although I was worried, it was something I could understand.

But just the word ‘hunting’ from his friend’s mouth, the image of him with another girl in my imagination, which hadn’t even happened, made me angry all by myself.

It was so foolish and stupid. To hide my own foolishness, I was being picky with Yeon-hoo to calm myself down.

“You’ll reply properly from now on, right?”

I always wanted to show him only my true self, but I couldn’t bring myself to confess my honest feelings right now.

Even so, I felt like this moment, when Yeon-hoo was feeling sorry, was an opportunity, so I took his phone and installed an app.

A couple app that I had wanted to install for a while, but I couldn’t bring myself to mention it because it seemed like I was being too clingy and looking like a bothersome girlfriend.

So that I could know where Yeon-hoo is at any time.

Only then could I properly greet his friends.

I’m sorry.

For not being able to speak honestly and for foolishly being sulky.

—

On the way back, I made plans for a zoo date with Yeon-hoo. The zoo was one of the date spots we hadn’t been to together, so I was filled with anticipation.

And I handed him a wish coupon containing my small desires and ambitions.

“Okay, it’s simple. When I put my finger on my face like this.”

“Kiss me there. Anytime, anywhere. No matter who’s around, unconditionally.”

It was a wish full of my personal desires. I wanted to make Yeon-hoo more accustomed to kissing with this.

If this reduces his shyness about kissing.

If it becomes natural for him to kiss me all day long.

If the lingering scent of him remains on my lips, forehead, cheeks, and nose.

If my face is a mess with his saliva.

Ah─

I can feel a fire rising within me just from imagining it.

—

The next day.

With a fluttering heart, I left the house and immediately started today’s ‘date rules’ after meeting him.

Yeon-hoo naturally kissed me on the cheek, but I was sad that he pulled away so quickly, so I added the 3-second rule on the spot.

I felt satisfied with his long kiss on my cheek again. After that, I freely unleashed my somewhat gloomy desires.

Having received all the kisses I usually wanted from him, could I be any happier than this?

After receiving plenty of kisses and getting off at our destination, Yeon-hoo looked for lip balm, as if his lips were dry. I thought it was a good opportunity, so I went outside and went to a place that wasn’t noticeable.

I wanted to leisurely receive the kiss that I was sad to not have received on the train, in a quiet place.

-Tap tap

I applied lip balm, and he immediately followed the kiss signal that had been going on since the train. But what he gave me was a 3-second peck. This was good, but.

No.

This is not enough.

I pulled him in and intertwined my tongue with his. Unlike at the beach, he responded by touching his tongue to mine.

I didn’t want to miss any of his lips or saliva. I could feel him getting out of breath, but I couldn’t let him go.

I didn’t want to suppress the excitement in my body.

I devoured him as if I would eat him up, and only let him go after several tens of seconds.

Even though he was struggling with my aggressive kiss, he immediately took out a tissue and handed it to me.

It was a shame to wipe it off, but there was more lip balm than his saliva, so I turned around and cleaned around my mouth.

And as soon as I turned around, I wrapped my arms around his neck and gave him another short kiss.

I loved how he was getting used to my kisses and how he was learning to be more considerate of me.

“I love you, Yeon-hoo.”

“Yeah, me too. I love you.”

Confirming each other’s love for the last time, I was worried that I would lose my mind from the rising excitement.

I feel like I could die right now without any regrets.

—

The two of us walked hand in hand through the zoo. Under the parasol that Yeon-hoo had brought.

Come to think of it, it seemed like I had never met him on a rainy day. I was glad that I could feel what it was like to be under one umbrella, even now.

It felt like only we existed in the shade of the parasol, as if time had stopped.

From the entrance, Yeon-hoo, who had said he wanted to see the red panda but didn’t seem very interested in anything else, admired the animals with shining eyes once he was in front of them.

I started to like the zoo because Yeon-hoo, who was like that, was so cute.

However, that thought disappeared not long after.

“Crazy. Meerkats are so cute…”

“That one’s cute too…!”

“Ha… I bet arctic foxes are unbelievably cute too…”

I admitted they were cute. I had enough sense to think that cute animals were cute.

But I didn’t like the fact that Yeon-hoo’s words of ‘cute’ were being heard by those animals, not me.

Not just once or twice, but the whole time we were walking around.

That feeling of being sulky was somewhat relieved while eating a hot dog.

Thanks to Yeon-hoo licking the ketchup off my mouth.

“Ye, Yeon-hoo is… being… pretty….”

My mind went blank at his unexpected display of affection. My body trembled because I wanted to pounce on Yeon-hoo right away.

I had to hold back. Because there were still over 570 days left…

In front of me, who was suppressing my desires with a bleeding heart, Yeon-hoo once again chanted ‘cute’.

With what kind of heart am I holding back?

Like a puppy, he obediently kisses me according to the rules I set, and I’m enduring even after seeing him lick the things off my mouth, but.

Why are you only calling those animals cute?

That jealousy broke through the limit as we approached the red panda that Yeon-hoo wanted to see.

“I want to take the red panda home… I want to live with it… I want to live with a red panda…”

Live with it? Not me, but that raccoon-like thing?

I was seething, but I held back one last time and asked him.

“Hey, Yeon-hoo. Do you like sexy, pretty, or cute?”

“Cute…”

Ah, I see.

“….You like cute things that much, huh?”

Then I’ll show you. All I have to do is be cuter than that thing, right?

Although I had never properly acted cute in my life, and the only time I had even imitated it was in front of Yeon-hoo.

Filled with jealousy, I shouted something that I didn’t even think about properly, something that suddenly popped into my head, mixed with jealousy and desire.

“Gi, Give Hee-na a chyu-!”

I wanted to die as soon as I said it.

—

I was teased because of that statement, but when I looked like I was about to cry from embarrassment, he quickly comforted me.

Especially, when I tried to snatch the phone that took my picture, he restrained my arms, grabbed my cheeks, and kissed me all over my face.

I couldn’t get angry anymore, and I didn’t even feel embarrassed.

Can’t you do more?

I like even this forceful feeling so much.

If you kiss me like this all day long.

I would be so happy.

After the kiss, he hugged me and kept telling me that I was the cutest in the world, which melted my heart. In the end, I even granted Yeon-hoo’s request to say the line from earlier one more time.

“Hee..euh.. Hee, Give Hee-na a chyu-!”

“Pfft, Hahahahahahahahahahahah!!!”

For the first time in my life, I saw Yeon-hoo burst into laughter. And in response, I hit Yeon-hoo for the first time to hide my embarrassment.

I even thought that this time was really too much, but I reluctantly gave in to his words that he would take me to a secluded place and kiss me.

Then, he gave me a series of short kisses on my lips like before, and in between, he looked me in the eye from right in front of my face.

I felt my mind go dizzy.

What should I do?

Will I be able to hold back?

—

We walked a little more and talked about pets, cleaning, and living together.

Yeon-hoo hadn’t thought that far yet, but if I imprinted it in his mind now, it would become clearer and clearer with each passing day.

And regarding college, it would be nice to go to the same college if possible, but to be honest, I didn’t think Yeon-hoo necessarily had to go to college.

That was my honest feeling, beyond just being honest.

I would do the studying, and furthermore, I would earn the living expenses, so I wanted him to obediently wait for me at home.

I couldn’t trample on Yeon-hoo’s potential and future because of my greed, so I didn’t say it.

I eased his worries about my parents’ permission.

“I thought you told my mom that we were going to live together…”

“And they said that if only your parents are okay with it, we can live together?”

“……”

He made a subtle expression when I said that they had given permission.

Even so, he thought about the days that would come someday.

“Even if we really do it, it’s still far off, but it would be nice.”

“Living with me?”

“Yeah. I’ll do all the cleaning and laundry, so you just rest.”

He even said such a cute thing.

I was happy to hear those words, but I sincerely wanted to do everything for him.

I wanted to see Yeon-hoo in a house that I cleaned, wearing clothes that I washed, and eating food that I made.

“I’m going to do everything, okay? Yeon-hoo, you just play games!”

“Hngh…”

To him, who was moved by my declaration with exaggerated gestures.

-Tap tap

“You know?”

I received another kiss. This time too, several times all over my face.

I felt that today’s date was very successful with his actions without any hesitation.

—

After finishing our tour of the zoo, we moved to a cafe near my house.

A cafe that I like because if we sit in a corner, Yeon-hoo becomes more active because the eyes of the people around us don’t reach us.

Even after coming to this place, I brought up the topic from earlier again.

About the house we’ll live in when we live together later, and about the bed that we’ll definitely only have one of.

As I created a subtle atmosphere and talked about the bed, I needed to ease Yeon-hoo’s thoughts, which had immediately stiffened.

Even in the military story that came out after that.

“I’m worried too… What am I going to do every day when you go to the military…”

“Yeah. There’s something called being a full-time reserve, where you can commute to and from home every day, right?”

“If you have even one child… you can do it.”

I leaned on him, bringing up stories that I had already looked into, and created a sensual feeling.

This time, he immediately kissed me and quickly changed the subject.

When he said that we should meet Yeon-hoo’s older brother’s couple once, I said okay. I was planning to see them all at least once anyway, and although I had never met them in person, I remember that they had even made a marriage promise before I returned to being a high school student.

In particular, I should get to know the person who is my brother-in-law’s lover in advance, since she will become my sister-in-law later.

After talking that far and drinking melon soda, Yeon-hoo started pulling on my cheek.

His pranks were always welcome, but I felt that it wasn’t enough to just have his touch on my cheek, so I rubbed my cheek against his shoulder and thought.

Yeon-hoo.

I will always respect your heart and your choices.

Even if you endure well until graduation like now.

Or.

Even if you can’t resist my seduction.

I will gladly accept either way.

Got it?

Just keep in mind.

I’m going to do my best.