My On*Hole Academy [EN]: Chapter 375

EP.377 Not a Confession

“According to the map, the Demon King’s army is to the north. Let’s head straight north.”

The women of our party are having a lively conversation behind me.

When did they get so close?

“Our academy has something called an exchange program. Sanghyuk…”

“……”

They’re talking about me so cheerfully!?

“Are you listening, Vice President?”

“Ah, yes. We’re going west, right?”

“North. And please stop talking about me; it’s embarrassing.”

“Embarrassing? Why? I want to hear your story too. It’s not fair if only I’m known.”

Justia chimes in.

“You weren’t interested until just now, were you?”

“I’m different now. The hero was once the ‘Justice’s Onahole Man’? How can I not listen to this story?”

……

I think I would have asked too……

Is it just my imagination? The way Justia looks at me has changed a lot.

“So you were in the same boat as me.”

“Huh?”

「Of course, it’s foolish to stay in a fake world controlled by a crazy god, but if there’s no real world to go to anywhere. If only an environment created by someone controlled by transcendent will exists……」

「Can you endure knowing that fact?」

“…I mean someone who knows how it feels to be manipulated by a god.”

“…Ah. I know.”

“That’s a great comfort to me.”

Justia smiles beautifully.

I felt truly blindsided by that radiant smile.

“Would you… believe about 70% of it?”

I really think I’m being favored by God.

To see a heroine’s smile like this, right after a rape event.

I wonder how complicated the situation has become to lead to this.

But simply put, it’s simple.

“Then shall we leave right now? All we have to do is part the space…”

Was I too hasty?

Seeing Justia’s slightly embarrassed expression, I realized my mistake.

“Don’t rush, Sanghyuk.”

“I shouldn’t be the one to say this, after rolling around all night with Vice President Evangeline, but honestly, this isn’t a situation where we can afford to be leisurely.”

“You don’t need to calculate the gravity coordinates to know that this place is as deep as the abyss. The flow of time won’t be the same during a deep dive.”

“Hmm…”

Does that mean the gravity waves are distorting time?

Thirty seconds here is like one second outside. Something like that.

Evangeline chuckled and whispered to me.

“Didn’t you learn this in class? Did you really go all out thinking it was real-time, Sanghyuk?”

“……”

Yes. I went all out.

Evangeline’s big butt and breasts come into view.

We looked at each other and giggled, as if sharing a secret only we knew.

“…Well. Shall we go now?”

The story progression was relatively simple.

As we walked, we frequently encountered people in need of help.

“Kuaaak! I’ve been run over by a carriage! Help me! And there’s a hungry Griffin above my head!!”

Justia swung her sword and took care of it.

“Aaaak! Man-eating plants that grew in the yard are after my child!”

Justia swung her sword and took care of it.

“Help us! Heroes!! There’s a monster in the cave under the well!”

Justia……

……

Before I knew it, the day was coming to an end.

‘If this were a game, it would be a complete disaster.’

What are these quests that are so anticlimactic compared to the level……

The frequency of appearances is also strange.

“I’m so happy to be helping so many people~.”

……

So this is the kind of person who goes abroad for volunteer work.

How kind-hearted……

I, honestly, couldn’t be happy.

Because I didn’t feel like they were really in desperate danger and asking for help.

It’s a natural feeling for me since this is a fake world.

If I keep staying in this artificial world, I’m sure I’ll go crazy.

Justia stood there with a desolate expression.

She wasn’t happy that she saved people by swinging her sword; she had an expression that felt nothing.

“Maybe.”

Justia said, putting away her sword.

“The purpose of this space is to show a life where you’re helping someone, receiving attention, and being looked at with admiration.”

If you do good deeds in a place like this, will Justia be happy?

As we were looking for a place to stay and passing through the village, everyone started grabbing Justia and begging.

“Justia-nim!!”

“Help us!”

“…Ugh.”

People suffocating Justia with the shackles of salvation.

I instinctively felt that I shouldn’t leave it like this and quickly squeezed between Justia and the residents.

“I’m the hero, though?”

I relieve Justia’s breath first and glare at the residents.

They’re just like inanimate objects waiting for the input value of ‘hero’s help.’

That’s why I feel so dirty.

“The seal of an evil demon has been released in the basement of the village!”

“Oh my……”

I think it’s a waste of our Vice President Evangeline’s reaction that she’s showing out of courtesy.

It’s such a predictable quest.

“If you seal the demon, we’ll scrape together even the smallest thing in the village and give it to you! Please! Hero Justia-nim!”

“I’m the hero?”

“Ah…… Hero Kim? Kim Sanghyuk-nim?”

Justia put her hand on the hilt of her sword.

“I’ll take care of it… Maybe I can get a free room at the inn.”

“Tell them to fuck off.”

“…?”

Why are you doing this?

That’s the conclusion I came to after saving countless people today.

These events are harmful to Justia.

At least in the Onahole Academy world, everyone was working hard in their respective positions and living their lives.

In other words, it’s the same in that it’s a world to put one person in the spotlight, but the level of completion is completely different.

To the point where En-chan looks like a complete angel.

This world is just unpleasant.

So, I decided to antagonize it.

Like when I raped the queen and princess, I’ll rape the structure of this world.

That is the will of the Trash Hero!!

“Why would I save you when you can’t even recognize the hero’s face?”

“Oh dear!”

I push the village chief away.

Fuck respecting the elderly!

“Get lost.”

I “refuse” their requests for help.

“Sanghyuk…?”

“We’re camping out tonight. Sorry, Vice President.”

“……”

Did she realize my intentions?

The Vice President smiled softly and took my hand.

“Is it strange for a wife to follow her husband’s wishes?”

“…Let’s go. Justia.”

“Wait, doesn’t it make sense for the hero to take care of the demon that came out of the basement…?”

I grabbed Justia’s hand as if to block her mouth and pulled her towards me.

“Ah… Aht!?”

“Ha, what if it makes sense?!”

“Y-you…”

“What kind of hero is that!”

I run past the villagers pointing fingers!!

Try to stop me if you can.

I won’t save them. I won’t give them help. I’ll ignore the humans who are just waiting for Justia’s sword to be swung.

I move away from the crowded area.

“……”

Justia kept looking back as if she was worried.

I held her hand tightly.

Justia’s hand is very soft. It’s not the hand of someone who wields a sword. Is it because she’s reached a high level?

As I was fiddling with it, Justia suddenly noticed and stared at me.

I wasn’t expecting a girlish reaction like ‘Kyaa,’ and taking her hand away.

It’s clearly skinship, but the reaction is weak.

“Ugh. You’re really a reckless hero… What are you going to do now?”

What I see in my eyes is a stable without an owner.

There were a few horses there.

“Come to think of it, those ungrateful kingdom guys didn’t even give the hero a horse. Wouldn’t it be okay if they went bankrupt?”

“…What are you trying to do…”

“Get on. Vice President.”

“Oh my. These are good horses.”

I lift the Vice President by the waist and put her on the horse.

She rode the horse smoothly, as if she could naturally ride a horse.

I, who got on with my stat boost, held the reins tightly and controlled the horse, no matter how fiercely it shook its body.

“Whoa. Whoa.”

Justia reluctantly steals a horse.

We ran straight past the village fence and fled.

“Hyah!!”

“Horse thief!!”

“Trash hero. Remember Kim Sanghyuk!!”

The villagers belatedly raised torches and chased after us, but we were already far enough away that the village was getting smaller.

After a while.

When I was sure that no one was chasing us anymore, I lit a fire near the forest and started preparing to sleep.

Justia stared at me as if demanding an explanation for what had just happened.

I silently set up the tent first.

After all the preparations for sleep were finished, I scooped the pumpkin soup made by the Vice President into a bowl and ate it.

“Ah ah. It’s delicious… Where did you get the pumpkin?”

“Oh my. Don’t you remember? Earlier today, we caught the wild boar digging up the field and received it as a gift from the old couple.”

“Ah… That’s right……”

“It was good to help people, right?”

“……”

It’s a pumpkin soup that warms you to the depths of your body……

“Why did you do that at the end?”

Justia asks.

“I just didn’t like it.”

“Taking care of the demon?”

“Yeah. You didn’t look happy to save people. It’s better not to do quests that are worse than errands.”

“…My, expression…”

The atmosphere is getting weird.

Justia, by nature,

If she decided to proceed with the story, she would have saved everyone who needed help.

Because she’s fundamentally good.

“You can ignore things like that. But it’s better to clear quests where the reward is a pumpkin.”

It’s sweet, soft, and delicious.

Vice President Evangeline smiles at me.

“Do you like it?”

“I didn’t know you were so good at cooking.”

“Unexpected, right? You thought a young lady who grew up in a good family couldn’t cook?”

“Haha. To be honest, yes.”

“I love breaking those obvious expectations~. I’m good at cooking?”

Slurp.

Justia is silent.

Then, when our eyes meet, she says as if she’s been thinking about something and suddenly comes to her senses.

“Ah. It’s delicious… Thank you.”

“There’s only one tent. What should we do?”

“I’ll sleep outside. Are you guys… a couple?”

“We’re not really a couple. We were assigned the role of a couple.”

“Hmm.”

We stared at the bonfire and spaced out.

I’m full, I have nothing to do.

I was busy moving around today, so my hands and feet are tired.

It was the perfect state to just sit still.

“Hahm. Can I go to bed first?”

“Yes. Vice President. Sleep well.”

Evangeline naturally leaves her seat.

Maybe it’s because she’s really tired……

I, who have great stamina stats, only feel a slight fatigue in my limbs. I’ll probably be fine for days without sleep.

“Do you have a family?”

Justia asked.

“I do. Very pretty stepmother and sisters……”

“Not that.”

“Huh?”

“I mean your real family.”

That was quite a pointed question……

“Before you were manipulated by God… didn’t you have a family that you were separated from?”

“I did.”

“Do you hate God? Is that why you’re… helping me? To get out of this world?”

“…I.”

At that time, time stopped.

En-chan said with a serious face.

“Sanghyuk-nim. Can’t we stop talking about this…?”

“……”

I think I amplified En-chan’s anxiety.

If the story goes in the direction that I might regret coming to this world……

There was one goddess who would be in trouble.

“Wasn’t this a situation you expected to some extent? If you think about Justia’s position…”

“I… thought you’d fall in love and immediately… have sex. That’s not what I wanted. Let’s stop talking about Justia… okay…?”

“…Are you anxious?”

“Ugh……”

The goddess who stops time at will and controls fate cannot know my heart. She can’t manipulate it at will either.

Hypnosis was the Dragon King’s power? Anyway, En-chan is afraid because she doesn’t know my heart.

Because if I say I regret all the adventures so far, our relationship will be ruined.

“Come closer.”

I hugged En.

There’s no usual vulgar bouncing star, just fluffy blonde hair and a fair and pretty face.

Hugging the small blonde goddess wearing a pretty white dress like a goddess in my arms, I kiss her forehead.

“I like you.”

“……Ah.”

The goddess’s face turned bright red.

“Ah. Ah. Ah.”

“Didn’t you know?”

I gently shake the broken En-chan.

“Get a grip.”

“Ah, aheu. Au, pure love…… A pure love monster is trying to eat me… Haeat……”

“Who’s the pure love monster? Then did you think I was just putting up with all your nagging even though I didn’t like you?”

“Ah, ahe……”

“I’m different from Justia. So you have to trust me a little bit.”

“……”

I kiss En’s forehead.

En blinked her eyes as if she couldn’t believe it and kept rolling her eyes.

Before I knew it, the bouncing star above her head was revived.

“I’m embarrassed.”

“You’re so cute that you popped out because you were anxious about something like this.”

“…Ah, aht… Is this all a joke…? A pure love joke……”

En-chan trembled with joy in my arms.

I hugged her even tighter.

Because you’re the goddess I like, that’s why we’re together.

“If you hug me this gently, will you give me more cheat abilities……?!”

“Is your star spinning like crazy? Are you manufacturing authority?”

“Ah, no! It’s not!”

En-chan flusteredly pointed at her star with her hand.

“I was a little pissed off during the ero trap.”

“Well, I kind of went wild back then.”

“A little? A liiiittle?”

“…I’m sorry!! I’ll do a dogeza [a Japanese term for prostrating oneself to show apology or respect]!”

“Dogeza is fine. Go in. I’ll sort things out.”

“……”

Still anxious, En looked back and forth between Justia and me and said.

“I… I hope Sanghyuk-nim doesn’t know about the structure of the world. Forever.”

“Are you afraid I’ll find a way to escape?”

“……”

“What. You’re doing the same thing as the Queen of the Universe?”

“Ah, no! I’m… I have a developer mindset, but I don’t do things that Sanghyuk-nim really hates!”

“I’m kidding.”

I stroke the head of the lovely En.

“I’ll give you more of the perverted sex you like. Wait for me.”

“…Yes!! Justia’s pussy feels really good!”

“How do you know that…?”

“Ehehe, hidden status, I came to see the pussy stats!”

“……”

Has the goddess already seen the pussy ability value of the Sword Saint?

It’s much more promiscuous than identifying Onahole aptitude, so it’s dizzying……

“Ah, should I give you this authority? Pussy identification……”

“Ugh! No, such a lewd ability! Go in!”

“Ihihi.”

En-chan smiled playfully and disappeared.

After a while. Time stop was released.

Pretty Justia is looking at me in front of me.

Doki Doki [onomatopoeia for a heart beating fast].

It might be easy to win her heart if I lie.

Just for a little while.

But,

I can’t say such a thing in front of my god.

“I like my goddess.”

A look of disappointment flashed across Justia’s eyes.

“Did you accept it?”

“I accepted it.”

Justia sighed.

“…「I will not accept the Queen」 A vow to me is myself, who has protected me so far.”

“I know. I don’t mean to tell you to be like me. Don’t worry.”

“Then what is it? Whose side are you on anyway? Why do you think I should go to the world where my daughter is?”

Justia’s voice was trembling.

Is it because I, who was the only one who thought we were on the same side, in the same situation, suddenly said something different?

One corner of my heart was really getting weaker.

The Queen must have been waiting for Justia to show this side of herself and was trying to make her her own.

I have to tell her.

“Because that’s the world where I first got to know you.”

Although I’ve only heard about it indirectly from others, Justia is a Sword Saint who saved the world.

Everyone wants her return.

Quintia and I do too.

I want to give you courage, that it’s not time to be trapped in a place like this.

“Justia.”

“What does that mean…? It’s like……”

I reach out and take her hand.

“Trust me.”

“Wh-what… Ah, no. I think I know. Having a daughter means you have a husband too……! Ah, aha. I didn’t realize……!!”

Huh?

I was about to take out the Sword of Disciplinary Rebellion from my inventory, and my eyes met Justia’s.

What are you talking about? YouthJustia?

“…I won’t be surprised if you tell me!! I, I was your wife……?”

“……”

Um.

Looking back on it again, I realize that it wouldn’t be strange if it sounded like a confession to Justia in virgin mode.

It seemed like I had caused a ridiculous misunderstanding.