Ep. 91
After several days since we first looked at the house, the moving day finally arrived. The time spent cleaning and packing my clothes and belongings was filled with excitement.
Every day was smooth sailing.
I pleased my parents by getting into university with good grades, I was living on my own for the first time, and above all, my relationship with Yeon-hoo couldn’t be better.
Soon, I’ll be able to live with him in this house where I’m currently moving things with my family.
Our day is just around the corner.
—
After cleaning the house with my mom and unpacking the things my dad and brother moved, I contacted Yeon-hoo. Yeon-hoo wanted to help with the move, but my family and I dissuaded him. To begin with, I didn’t have that much stuff, and I didn’t want to disturb Yeon-hoo’s studies.
“Ah! Yeon-hoo’s here! Over here!”
That’s why I called Yeon-hoo after the move was completely finished, and he rushed to me. Seeing him so happy, as if it were his own business, naturally brought a smile to my face. In a way, it might have been his business. This place will soon be Yeon-hoo’s house too.
And I held his hand and went to the supermarket near the house together. On the way, I told him everything that had happened before the move.
I was a little embarrassed because I seemed too excited, but when I saw Yeon-hoo always smiling gently and listening to my stories, I was confident that I could chatter by his side forever.
“I put it away after last summer, but I found it while organizing yesterday. But it’s very worn out… Should we get a different style this summer?”
“Sure, why not. Come to think of it, it’s like we matched our outfits today.”
It was also a joy that we happened to wear the same cardigan without planning it in advance. It wasn’t likely, but it felt like our hearts were connected.
Thanks to that, I clung to his arm with even higher excitement and arrived at the supermarket. And like a newlywed couple who had just started living together, I couldn’t help but laugh when Yeon-hoo carried the shopping basket for me.
I really felt like we had become a couple. The desire to submit the marriage registration form that I had jokingly written before was creeping up. Maybe if I act cute and beg in bed later, he might agree.
With that thought, I wandered around the supermarket as if I were sightseeing. While doing so, when I arrived at the bathroom supplies section, I chose things that Yeon-hoo and I would use together in the future.
“Um… I’d like my cup to be mint colored.”
Then Yeon-hoo was naturally choosing what he would use. He must have felt that living together was just around the corner.
As we put things in the shopping basket one by one, we talked about the shower ball [a mesh sponge used for lathering soap] that we needed to buy.
“One shower ball is… no. Let’s buy two.”
“Heung~? Really? Maybe one is enough?”
And for some reason, I didn’t miss his words that one shower ball would be enough. Even I hadn’t thought of buying only one, but according to him, one seemed to be enough.
With just one shower ball, I wash Yeon-hoo, and Yeon-hoo washes me. And then, as the atmosphere gradually becomes erotic, we overlap our bodies.
I might die of happiness.
“Yeah, buy just one! One is enough! Isn’t it?”
At my subtle words, he said that as if giving up, so I immediately put only one in.
“No not using it is forbidden! I’ll be watching!”
With those words.
When he asked how I was going to watch, I naturally replied that I would go in with him. He seemed to think it was half a joke, but I was not joking at all.
Because I’m going to wash him. Absolutely.
Next, I chose cute bathroom slippers, and as I was about to move on to the next section, my eyes caught small boxes.
The moment I saw them, I knew what they were. Something necessary, yet I always wished I didn’t need, a rubber contraceptive.
I didn’t want to use it if possible, but I couldn’t put a burden on him. So, thinking that it was necessary, I was wondering which one to get, but Yeon-hoo stopped me.
Could it be that Yeon-hoo doesn’t want to use it either? I thought, feeling a little anticipation.
“Hee-na.”
“Yeah?”
“I have some, so you don’t need to buy them here.”
I heard that he had already prepared.
I see.
Hehe, he already bought them?
I could confirm once again that I was definitely not the only one looking forward to that day. Whether we use it or not, I won’t know until then, but I didn’t care now.
I couldn’t hold back the laughter that was leaking out and clung to him. And in the case of having a child.
“We can take a year off! Do you like daughters or sons? I want a son who looks like you~ He’ll definitely be so cute!”
“Of course, I like a daughter who looks like you.”
I was so happy to have these conversations with him naturally. Of course, I was definitely supporting a mini Yeon-hoo. Mini Hee-na would be very cute too, but I’ve heard a lot of stories that dads are head over heels for their daughters. My dad is also very fond of me.
So, if Yeon-hoo gave more attention and love to mini Hee-na than me, I felt like I would even be jealous of my daughter. I was too embarrassed to say it.
In that way, with the start of my independent life, Yeon-hoo’s love, and expectations for the future. My excitement was rising endlessly.
And it reached its peak at the tasting corner.
“Try some bacon! You newlyweds over there too~”
At the words of the saleswoman who had an eye for things, I couldn’t help but buy the bacon she was selling.
“You look so good together~ The husband is so sweet~”
She even praised Yeon-hoo, what a nice person.
I wanted to buy even ten packs, but Yeon-hoo dragged me to the 계산대 [checkout counter], so I couldn’t get more.
And standing at the 계산대 [checkout counter], with the story I shared with him.
“You seem to be in a very good mood today?”
“Yeah~? Well, I’m starting to live on my own now. Besides, since I came in earlier—”
“Since then?”
“Like that lady said a little while ago, I really felt like we were newlyweds coming to 장보러 [grocery shopping] together.”
“Ah~ I felt a bit like that too.”
“Right? When I thought about it that way, I suddenly felt so good.”
Only a heart-warming happiness was filling my heart.
—
Arriving home, I organized the things I bought at the supermarket, and Yeon-hoo seemed to want to see the room, so I headed to my room with him. He could just look inside without hesitation, but this small consideration was one of Yeon-hoo’s strengths, so I couldn’t help it.
I showed him my room, which was simple with just a bed, a large desk next to it, and a closet without any miscellaneous items. There were 액자 [framed photos] on the desk with our pictures in them, and I had left a wide space for the computer he would bring later.
And this bed, which is too big to use alone.
“The bed, you know? I’ve prepared your pillow too.”
Of course, it was a queen size bed in preparation for sleeping with Yeon-hoo. It might be a little cramped if we both lie down, but if I fall asleep while being hugged by Yeon-hoo, it will definitely be spacious. That imagination made me smile again.
And the two of us sat silently on the bed. While enjoying the leisurely and quiet atmosphere for a while, Yeon-hoo slowly opened his mouth.
“Let’s meet in front of the 전철역 [subway station] on the 13th.”
My eyes widened. It was definitely a date that had been promised a long time ago, but at his words to make it more 확실하게 [certain] as a schedule.
“At the place where we met on our first 데이트 [date].”
My heart started pounding.
“That day’s 데이트 [date] is until the 14th.”
It really wasn’t long. The place was perfectly prepared.
For our day.
—
A few days later, I celebrated my twentieth birthday. I had been looking forward to it so much since the year before last.
I had only seen Yeon-hoo once since I moved. Yeon-hoo and I both made that decision because we couldn’t enjoy the 데이트 [date] properly with only today’s work in our heads.
As much as I had waited for it, I couldn’t sleep for a few hours last night, and I woke up early in the morning to prepare.
I cleaned the room once again, which I had done several times for a few days, and washed my body thoroughly. I’ll wash again right before anyway.
And I left the house wearing the skirt, blouse, and coat that I had 고민 [agonized] over with my high school friend all day long while I was not meeting him.
However, because I left too early, I arrived at the 역 [station] two hours earlier than the appointment time. We had promised not to do this to each other, but I wanted you to 봐줬으면 [see me] only today. It was impossible to sit quietly at home with a heart pounding like it was going to explode.
While waiting for him, I could feel myself being very calm, considering I hadn’t been able to sleep. It was a day I had wanted so much, and I was really looking forward to it, but somehow, in one corner of my heart. I felt like I was just thinking of it as a natural thing and a process.
We were lovers who loved each other so much, and now we were adults who could take responsibility for ourselves. So, there was nothing strange about overlapping our bodies. It was just time.
In the slightly chilly weather, I waited for him, imagining today, which would definitely be fun, happy, and 기념 [memorable].
And although there was still quite a bit of time left until the appointment, Yeon-hoo arrived earlier than the time, like me.
“We promised not to come out too early.”
That’s true, but you came out early too, so it’s 쌤쌤이지 [even], right?
“You look so pretty today, really. The most in the world. And happy birthday.”
Because you said I was pretty, my clothes that I had chosen so hard finally found meaning.
“Yeah, trust me today. Until the end.”
Wherever you go, I’ll stick to you.
The 데이트 [date] that started like that felt somehow familiar. Stopping by a 포장마차 [street food stall] to share food, sitting on a bench and chatting, stopping by an 안경점 [glasses store] in the shopping mall. Finally, a 데이트 [date] plan to enjoy a 농구 [basketball] game at the 오락실 [arcade]. And in all those processes, I could feel your small considerations.
I realized it in the middle. That we were looking back on our first 데이트 [date] again. That you were showing me again the consideration that I had shown you while thinking of you in the past.
I was touched by that, but at the same time, I laughed inside.
Does he know that you are much more caring and considerate than what you are doing today?
I guess he’s putting meaning in looking back at that time, so he won’t notice.
He was so cute. He’s growing up little by little, but he still shows his childish side once in a while.
But what does it matter? After all, the time I spend with him is fun, and the main thing today was not this 데이트 [date] but the next.
To me, who was expecting where he would take me after this 농구 [basketball] game, since there was still quite a bit of time left until dinner.
He said.
“Shall we go home?”
I was a little embarrassed for a moment, but my pounding heart was telling me.
That I was hoping for that too.
“…Yeah. Let’s go home. I want to go too.”
“I’m sorry for saying let’s go already when you came out so pretty today.”
“No. This kind of thing… It’s okay if you just say I’m pretty once. You know. How much I’ve been waiting for today.”
I felt like I was going to cry. Yeah, these clothes didn’t matter at all.
I just wore them for that one word, pretty, that came out of your mouth.
Because the fact that you were looking forward to the time with me so much that you couldn’t stand it anymore, that’s all.
It’s important to me.
—
As soon as I arrived home, I told Yeon-hoo the 비밀번호 [password] and came inside. I sat him down in the room and ran out to wash as if running away.
Even when I met him for a 데이트 [date], even when Yeon-hoo suddenly said let’s go home.
I wasn’t as nervous as I am now.
I had been pathologically maintaining the house clean for a few days for the time I would spend with Yeon-hoo, studying various things on the internet, and buying necessary things.
But when I thought that he was waiting for me in my room, my body was shaking so much that I couldn’t control it. It wasn’t that I hated or feared the act with him, but just. When I thought that the moment I had been waiting for for a long time was just around the corner, I couldn’t help but be nervous.
But that was that, and I didn’t want to give him even one unpleasant feeling, so I washed my whole body clean. Everything from my chest to my precious area below my waist. I hurried to wash as quickly as possible, but I quickly came out of the bathroom after confirming that about 20 to 30 minutes had passed.
I should have taken out my clothes before coming out of the room, but I came without knowing it, so I put on the clothes I was wearing earlier again.
“Sorry, did it take long…?”
“No. Shall I go now?”
“Yeah. If you brought your clothes, take them with you. I forgot… All the things like the 칫솔 [toothbrush] we bought last time are inside. There are 수건 [towels] in the inside drawer too.”
As soon as he went out of the room in exchange for me, I quickly took off the clothes and underwear I was wearing. And I put on the underwear I had chosen with him. The area was so small that it only covered really important parts compared to ordinary underwear, and the inside was 은근히 비쳐 보이는 [slightly see-through].
I knew I was going to come back home, so I didn’t wear it on purpose. I was worried that I might sweat and smell while 데이트 [dating]. And I put on a white 캐미솔 원피스 [camisole dress] on top of it and covered myself with a 이불 [blanket].
I always thought I was ready to show him everything about me.
I was embarrassed and 떨려왔다 [trembling].
While waiting for him anxiously under the 이불 [blanket], I noticed something I hadn’t seen before under the 무드등 [mood light]. Not what I had bought, but a different kind of 윤활제 [lubricant] and a small, square one with a round outline.
I took them as if 홀린 듯이 [possessed] and looked at them slowly. There was nothing special about the 윤활제 [lubricant], but that thing he had bought in advance.
“……”
For a moment, I had a bad thought of doing something to this 콘돔 [condom], but I erased it from my head. Without such 음습한짓거리 [dark scheme], I will tell him my 진심 [true feelings] straight.
Just for today, please don’t use it.
-달칵 [click]
“You came so fast!”
And when he arrived, I was startled and dropped what I was holding. I quickly put it back in its place and was just 오들오들 떨고만 [trembling], but.
He came to me and gently started pulling the 이불 [blanket] I was wearing.
For a moment, I grabbed it tightly so that he couldn’t take it away because I was embarrassed, but I quickly released my strength.
Then the 이불 [blanket] went down, and I showed him my 차림 [appearance]. My white 캐미솔 [camisole], which showed my underwear slightly.
Even though I hadn’t shown him my underwear yet, he came to me while I was sitting quietly without saying anything because I was embarrassed.
I was stiff with 긴장 [tension], thinking that it was finally starting.
“Hee-na.”
“U, uh?!!”
“Let’s talk a little first.”
He said that and sat next to me and hugged me gently. As I leaned on him, I gradually began to feel 편안함 [comfort].
And thanks to him, who was leading the conversation gently for me, who was so 긴장 [tense].
Not long after, I was completely 긴장이 풀렸고 [relaxed].
“Why are you embarrassed when I say you’re cute? Here, lips.”
Soon, at the end of the conversation, when he asked for a 키스 [kiss].
My body and mind were perfectly prepared.
“Heuheung…Chureup”
Continuing the same 진한 키스 [deep kiss] as always.
“Eung…Heueup..”
I couldn’t stop the 신음 [moans] that came out because I was much more 흥분되는 [excited] than usual.
“Haa…”
The 키스 [kiss] was over.
At the same time, I watched him take off his clothes and go out of bed, and I slowly lowered the shoulder strap of my 캐미솔 [camisole].
Soon, when he turned around with only one 팬티 [panties] covering his lower body.
I completely revealed my 야하디 야한 [sexy] black 레이스 [lace] underwear and held out my arms to him.
“Yeon-hoo, come to me.”
Hug me.
Whisper that you love me.
Play with my body as you please.
Take my 처음 [first time].
—
The moment I had been 바라왔던 [wished for] so many times was over in the blink of an eye.
Our first night was much more 아팠고 [painful], 기분 좋았으며 [pleasant], and so 행복했다 [happy] than I had 상상해왔던 [imagined]. Even this 통증 [pain] felt in my precious part was lovely because it was made and 새겨 [engraved] by Yeon-hoo.
And I was even happier because he had listened to my request and hadn’t used a 피임구 [condom]. Even now, I could feel something 따뜻한 [warm] inside me. It was a request I made because it was a safe day, but I also had a 마음 [feeling] that I wanted it to happen.
Not only that.
“Shall we live here from next week?”
Thanks to his decision to 동거 [live together], I really felt like I was flying in the sky. Because I will be able to have this time with him, a time where I can feel even greater happiness and joy, much more often in the future.
Barely suppressing my overflowing heart, I fell asleep in his arms.
And when I opened my eyes again.
“Did you sleep well?”
Yeon-hoo was still hugging me, smiling gently and asking if I slept well, and then even giving me a 키스 [kiss].
How good it is that the first thing I see when I wake up is Yeon-hoo’s face.
To the fact that this will continue not only today but also from tomorrow.
“Yeah…Heuhihih… Yeon-hoo-yaa~”
I couldn’t help but make a 바보 같은 웃음 소리 [foolish laugh].
After talking for a while, in the 화장실 [bathroom] where I went to wash with him, I helped him who was having a hard time with the morning’s 생리 현상 [bodily functions].
There was no 거부감 [repulsion] at all.
Doing such an act for Yeon-hoo was a great 기쁨 [joy] to me.
—
From then on, the life of just the two of us that I had 꿈꾸던 [dreamed of] began.
Washing our bodies together, brushing our teeth side by side. Then we prepared breakfast together.
While doing so, I also accepted Yeon-hoo’s touch that 은근슬쩍 touched my 엉덩이 [butt].
I liked that the 스킨쉽 [physical affection] that used to be a 키스 [kiss] had now changed to a slightly more 야한 느낌 [sexy feeling].
I wanted him to touch me as much as he wanted. Anywhere on my body, as much as he wants.
“Then… which do you like better, 가슴 [breasts] or 엉덩이 [butt]?”
It was a question I asked because I wanted to appeal more to the place Yeon-hoo likes, but he 고민 [pondered] seriously and eventually gave me the answer that he liked both.
Really, he was an 어쩔 수 없이 귀여운 남자친구 [unavoidably cute boyfriend].
“From now on, you can touch as much as you want, whether it’s 엉덩이 [butt] or 가슴 [breasts].”
“But you can only touch mine. Got it?”
I didn’t want him to 사양하지 [hesitate] at all.
Because all of me is yours.
Still, I don’t know what I’ll do if you touch another woman’s, so I hope you’ll be 주의해줬으면 [careful].
Even after finishing 식사 [the meal], the happiest 집데이트 [home date] continued.
After organizing the 침대 시트 [bed sheets] and 맡긴 them to the 세탁방 [laundry room], I didn’t leave Yeon-hoo’s side for a moment. Watching the 폰 [phone] with him or being hugged by him.
“Shall we go out for a while tomorrow?”
“Eueung~ We promised to have a 집 데이트 [home date] until the 15th~”
“That’s true, but I have to tell them that I’m going to live here with you.”
“Let’s go!”
Talking about the schedule with him from tomorrow.
“Um, shall we try a 키스 마크 [kiss mark/hickey] once? I didn’t get one on the front yesterday.”
Taking pictures of the 키스 마크 [kiss mark/hickey] he made and keeping them.
“Ah! It’s there!”
“Really? No, wait. What if you do it in the front? I was going to see 아저씨 [uncle/older man] tomorrow!”
I was also 남겨 [leaving] giving him a 키스 마크 [kiss mark/hickey], and I was scolded by him.
There was nothing 특별한 [special], but I just liked those 사소한 [trivial] times that the two of us spent together. I didn’t even know how time was passing because I was just there, and it was already evening.
For dinner, I wanted to eat the 요리 [food] he made, but I wanted him to rest today, so I ordered 배달 음식 [delivery food].
After finishing dinner like that, we spent time together again.
When it was time to sleep, we lay side by side on the 침대 [bed] and looked at each other.
“Yeon-hoo.”
“Yeah?”
“Do you know that I’m so 행복한 [happy] right now?”
“Me too.”
“Really?”
While smiling 베시시 [shyly], I took courage and told him about my body condition, which had gradually improved throughout the day.
“After about a day…”
“Yeah?”
“I think I’m okay.”
“…Really?”
“Yeah.”
Yeon-hoo, who immediately noticed what I was saying, came to me and 키스했다 [kissed me].
The first night was 행복했지만 [happy], it was a little 아쉬웠다 [disappointing] because it was accompanied by 고통 [pain]. Even putting aside the fact that even that 고통 [pain] was 기뻤던 [joyful].
So, I hoped that the second night, which starts now.
I hoped it would be a little more 기분 좋기를 [pleasant], and I hoped that Yeon-hoo wouldn’t be too 배려 [considerate] me like yesterday and do as much as he wanted. Rather than thinking about me, I wanted him to feel 기분이 좋아지기를 [good] because of me.
Because my body will always be prepared only for Yeon-hoo.
Today, tomorrow.
At any time.